Feeling Old

[MsTrish]

Am I the only one feeling too old for this? I just turned 38, and I'm just feeling nervous about how I'll do this all again. It's not like I'm ancient, I know, I'm just feeling sorry for myself. I've been sleeping through the night for years now, except for the occasional nightmare or request for water from my girls.

I guess there is nothing quite like the tired feeling that early pregnancy brings, and maybe that's why I'm feeling like this. I feel really good each morning, but by the end of the day, gravity seems to be pulling extra hard on me. Last night I was pushing a cart in the grocery store, and I just stopped. I felt like I couldn't take one more step. LOL

I was on the pill and somehow this little egg managed to slip by. I guess I'm just still reeling from the shock of it all. It will get better, right?