Momma2Maddie

Hey Nicole, I just added you as a friend on here

Clark has come home, but you know I can't just turn around and say okay like him. He think that everything is just fine and dandy, and there should be no consequences for what he has done. He says he can forgive me for everything why can't I forgive him. And I think oh what did I do to you. So he wants to move on and just be a happy family, and at this point I can't do that at all. I would love to be his friend, but that is all I can give him. I worked through a lot of anger during that 6 months he was gone and a lot of feelings, and I don't know if I will ever love him the same again. Trust is a BIG thing. And I think once someone has betrayed your trust, how do ever trust them again? I don't think I will ever really trust Clark again. Oh my I could go on forever. I am so glad that you felt you could write to me, thankyou. Althogh I wish it were for something happier. I will talk to you anytime and value the advice that you have always given me in my situation thank you. I guess as far as advice goes, oh Nicole I don't know. I want to say believe him, but I don't believe Clark as far as I could throw him. Be strong and stand up for yourself and your wonderful darling daughter. Don't let him push you around or make you feel stupid for asking about a situation. Don't ever just let it go, if he gets bothered and mad than obviously he has something to hide. That is what I learned with Clark, when he got mad at a question I was asking, he was always lying. Stay strong and if something seems a little fishy, than find out about the truth. I hope I haven't offened you in anyway, or confused you even more. Please if you want write to me some more. I hope the best for your sitution. Forgive me for being a little negative about it. It all comes from I have gone through, and I don't really trust any guy right now. I hope your day improves and look at Maddie and smile. I will talk to you later I hope. Erika