HI Leah.

I have a friend going thru IVF. When I went through my cycles (back in 2005), this board was a tremendous source of support for me. It looks like it has kind of died down now though. Are you aware of any similar boards that I can recommend to my friend??

Thanks!
Kim

Hi Leah,

Thought I'd drop you a note to see how you were doing, I do miss you all!
And to tell you that I got another very unexpected BFP. DH and I had already decided we were going to wait about 5 years to heal our phsicologic state/minds, before we went for it again. I started having some symptoms 2 weeks ago and I was convinced they were blood or heart problems - imagine that, I was so in denial... Only when on the 18th I fell asleep on my chair at work (my new job!) I was forced to take up the possibility that it could be pregnancy symptoms! So I took a test the next saterday and Voila! a BFP. I paniced, of course, I didn't want to get preggo now, what if things go wrong, DH and I will not have the strengh to handle another loss! I was in a panic and unblieveble state untill I had my 1st scan on Thursday.
I entered the docs room crying and I cryed though out the whole appointment! She checked me quickly, she could se I couldn't handle much more to see if everything was ok (or not).
Then she said "we have a live one in here!", I cried even more. It was the first time I'd seen a heart beat and I cried even more!
When I got to my car, I had to wait some 10 minutes to calm down to call DH, but I couldn't so I sent him a message... which I got wrong... I was so out of it, it was sent to my brother-in-law! Realising that I calmed down and made the call to DH.
We have only told my parents and in-laws (so watch out for messages on facebook).
I was thinking of joining a due club, but I don't know. I'm still very scared.

Any way, Leah, I'll keep intouch.
Keep well,

XXX
Marisa

Hey Leah stepping out for awhile be back later this evening...
talk to you later