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Well, not much to say today. On to a new month of TTC. AF showed up and I think I only used 4 HPTs. HA! I'm a POAS freak!

Guess I can go have that glass of wine now!

Well, here I sit 12 dpo, with HPT in hand. I am driving myself crazy. I have taken two tests today...why?? I don't know. Maybe so I can torture myself just a little more looking at the blank spot where I want another line to be. You know, I have stared at it so long that I honestly think I see another one there. I have held it up to the light, PO it again, taken it apart...you name it. Again I ask, "Why do I do this to myself?"

I am sick to my stomach right now ready...

Well, here I sit, in front of the computer again, but this time instead of going crazy reading all of the TWW symptoms, I'm actually enjoying reading other people's stories and finding that there are so many of us in the TTC world. It makes me realize I can sit and feel sorry for myself or I can relate to others and hopefully be an ear for someone who really needs it. That is a much better way to spend my down time and relieve the stress I still think I am harboring.

Speaking of...

What to do? I am sitting here on a message board and finally joined hoping to get questions answered, make a few friends, relieve stress, and HEY...get pregnant all at the same time. Who would have known that getting pregnant could consume a persons life so much that all you want to do it sit on a computer and google google google any word you can think of that might help you get pregnant. (For me those words may be Ovulation calculator, fertility, improving sperm count, preseed, letrozol, ovidrel,...