chefkim

seems like yesterday my son Elijah was being born, but actually he will turn 1 on Feb 16th, he is walking and talking and doing all the playful things a 1 year old does...But where does the time go? I swear it seems like yesterday he was in my womb, and heavens now he is so dependent, I have 5 boys, my oldest is going to be 18 in April it to is hard to conceive that he is fixing to turn the corner and become an adult. It is just really an awesome thing...
The love I have my my boys is something...

My husband Michael suffered a heart attack Friday evening,
he was rushed to the er the Dr. were having a hard time getting him stable, at one point I was told he was dying...I was scared as I am sure you can imagine.
He was taken in for emergency procedure, where a stint was placed in his heart has his artery was 100% blocked... he stayed in Icu till Sun where he was moved down to the floor and was discharged to go home yesterday... so he is allot better as you can see but he must change...

I wonder how it is to look threw the eyes of an autistic child? What does he see? How does he feel? How does he hear things? Looking at my son I have so many questions with so little answers. I often find my self wondering why this had to happen to my little boy?
He receives therapy and will be going to school in the very near future,and I have been told by the specialist that Leo is performing on the high functioning end of the spectrum, but still even that isn't enough comfort in knowing...