Carman_ashley

I am so bad at keeping a blog!
Ok so I will just do March and April catch up 2009
March:
6th- Xander went back into the hospital with an o2 level of 49% and had to have a blood transfusion because he was aniemic? (please forgive my spelling)
They wanted to keep him another night and then told us we could take him home because he would be more comfortable at home and they couldn't do any more there than just watch him and we could do that at home too.
so we got...

Well we are back from the u/s and I am glad to say that we know 100% for sure what the gender is and can stop worying about it!!

She is still a girl!!! I am so happy, I can now go wild putting frilly things on my registry!!!! I got it mostly finished last night (I did mine on line) Dh's grandma wanted to get on there and get us something from the registry because she lives in another state and can't make it to the shower or birth.

Ok back to the u/s,...

I am so frusterated with the options of pedi's for Xander! I have to find a special dr that is familiar (at least) with cardiology and CHD's but that is also a pediatrician and my ins has to cover it. I hate that I can't just take him to the pedi that he has had since birth but this pedi seems afraid to touch him and the last time we took Xander to him with a problem he brushed it off as nothing and Xander ended up in the hospital for a week with chest tubes for Chylothorax. We have been home...

Whether you are LDS or not you may know Gordon B. Hinckley, and if you did know him you loved him Just as I loved him. He was the most inspiring man in my life, the one man that was a truly great roll model of what a man should be, Loving, Kind, Truly non-judgemental, towards everyone in every faith, religion, all walks of life, whether rich, poor, tattooed, peirced, or pure, he loved and exepted everyone!
I will miss him so much, although I did not know him personally, he was the only prophet...

I am so hungry all the time, I eat and still feel like I am starving! Maybe the baby is going through a growth spurt? I hope so I want a nice big healthy baby in June!!
How can I be in such a great mood yet be able to snap at anyone without realizing what I am doing? DH thinks I am cranky today but actually I feel quite happy, but he just makes me snap sometimes.
I am scared for my u/s next fri (feb 1) I don't really care what the gender of the baby is as long as it is healthy but...