Thanks ladies for your good thoughts!
To be quite honest, I am really not that bummed. I am so excited to get back on the international adoption train as is my DH. I have most of our stuff ordered for our dossier so that is becoming my focus.
We officially pulled out of our IOA book at our agency which feels GREAT! It was never really for us and we know that now. Our agency is going to let us use all monies paid towards redoing the homestudy and post placement. So no money out of our pocket.
Back to work.
Nicole