Well ladies, I did it. I managed to drive her to her cousin's house and hand her over. How about that? It was very good for me to go there. I got to see that she'll have a lovely mother (that's around my age or probably a little older and has four little grandkids already!) and that her cousin is very excited to have her. You can see she will be very much loved. I saw pictures of her great-great grandfather and other relatives. She talked about how all of her family is excited for the baby to be there. She has a ton of support.

It was a good thing. But, you know, a little bit of my heart stayed there today. Although, at the same time I can feel a little bit of my karma healing.

God bless you little Sam. May you live a long and happy life.


~Mommy Marian

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Oh Marian -

I feel your heart in two different places. I hope for the very best for little Sam and hoping her new family will stay in touch with her first family!

Your in my thoughts!

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Jenn 35 Dave (DH) 34
7-22-00
Jadon (DS) (clomid) 10-18-02
Jarrett DS #2 IVF #2 11-2-07
#3starting soon
IVF #1 July 06
Finally Approved for Foster/Adoption Feb 13, 07
IVF # 2 Jan/Feb 2007
BETA #1 3-12 254 BETA #2 3-14 16DP3DT 590 142 7w0d; 162 8w0

Jenn! I really LOVE your new signature. It's just adorable. What a beautiful, beautiful family you have.
~m

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Oh Marian! to you... i am glad you got to take little Sam there because I think that will help heal your hurt. I wish only the best for little Sam and your family!



Jenn- I love the new siggy also!!! You all look so great and happy!!

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I hope everything goes well for Sam.

Cathy

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TTC since October 2002
Married April 27, 2002

Failed IUI #6 5/13/07 CLOMID 150 MG
Failed IUI#5 4/12/07 CLOMID 150MG
Failed IUI #4 Feb 2007 CLOMID 100 MG
3/22/05 MC at 6 weeks
IUI #3 Feb 19th 2005
Failed IUI #2 Jan 18th 2005
Failed IUI #1 October 2004

Meet Alexander Kenneth..brought to us on 5/18/07, Born 4/6/07

oh Marian,
I'm sorry for your pain right now

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Laura
DW Carolyn
& IVF Miracle Caleb Atticus

Hi Marian,
Just wanted to check in on you all and see how your making out? I was thinking will the family give you updates of little Sam?

Kristine

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I was hoping they would K. But, it turns out the email address she gave me is not working, so I'm not sure if I'll talk to them or not. BUT... because I drove the baby down there, I do have their address. I think I'll send them a couple of pics of the baby and ask them to email ME. Then I know I'll have the right address.

I sure miss that baby. It's like a little sad spot in my heart. We did talk to our worker today though and we are back on the list! Wish us luck in finding a new baby soon.


~m

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