Well it looks like we may not be taking that baby boy after all. His blood work is coming back and if we are right in our interpretations which I am 99% sure we are then some of it is coming back as positive which means we won't be taking the baby. We are both just beyond sick to our stomach's right now and just drowning as we try and find the silver lining in all of this.

So please send all the positive thoughts and prayers you can our way.
Oh girls, I just want to go crawl in a corner and sleep and sleep and sleep.
Today we will just be taking it easy and trying not to think about it to much. We went out to eat last night just so we could get out of the house and all we did was cry off and on the waiter probably thought we were nutty.

Well I gotta go I'll have updates later or tomorrow...hopefully

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I am so sorry. I know its so hard when you get your hopes up so much. I know it sounds cliche but if it was meant to be, it would be meant to be. I know its hard but hang in there and enjoy your time off.

Cathy

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TTC since October 2002
Married April 27, 2002

Failed IUI #6 5/13/07 CLOMID 150 MG
Failed IUI#5 4/12/07 CLOMID 150MG
Failed IUI #4 Feb 2007 CLOMID 100 MG
3/22/05 MC at 6 weeks
IUI #3 Feb 19th 2005
Failed IUI #2 Jan 18th 2005
Failed IUI #1 October 2004

Meet Alexander Kenneth..brought to us on 5/18/07, Born 4/6/07

I am so sorry. I am glad that you guys are just taking it easy today.

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I'm so sorry. I pray you get your little boy soon. I know God is going to handpick the perfect child for you.

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DH: Ross
DS: Isaac
DS: Caleb

Final Homestudy 12/18/06
Approved 1/3/07
Isaac Avery born 10/20/07
The Call 10/21/07
Isaac home forever 10/23/07
Caleb Benjamin born 7/2/08



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I'm so sorry to hear this news. I am thinking of you both


Janay

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JANAY-34
DH-Scott 34
Married July 1999
TTC#1 since 2000
DX endo (stage IV), MTHFR
IVF#1 BFN
IVF#2 fall 08
started acupuncture Oct 1st
starting DHEA end of Oct

I am so sorry. It is so hard to get your hopes up only to have them dashed.....
Hugs,
Nicole

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Nicole (36)
DH (33)
DS Chandler (13)
DD Bailey (12)
DS Ryan (1)

5 Angel Babies watching over our family!



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Oh no! That is just horrible.

I'm so sorry sweetie. That just seems so unfair.

You are in my thoughts and


~m

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Hi Ladies,
Thanks so much for all of your support and prayers please keep them coming.

The little one will be going back for more bloodwork on the 25th to check his levels again. As of right now it looks like he is Hep C positive but they are going to run another test to see if he is actually an active carrier or if he has just the antibodies kind of like after you get a vaccine. I am just hoping and praying he is not an active carrier let me tell you I am learning so much about all the possible blood test out there I think I could write a little book on it all... The agency is being just wonderful and supportive and so is the orphanage. L and I have been just exhausted from all of this we took a 5 hour nap yesterday and then went to bed fairly early today it is rainy and I wanted to try and go parasailing but they may have to wait until tomorrow when it is sunny again.

Well I better run I need to get myself together we promised ourselves we were not going to loose anymore fun time while on vacation we just need to keep on going this will all work out one way or another...I just hope it works out the way I want it to.

Hope everyone else is doing good and I'll check in again soon.

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