Officially ALONE....not sure how long :(

Constance_13 · #1 (**permalink**) 10-09-2007, 03:47 PM

Hi guys,

This seems to be a crapy week for lots of us.

I am sorry for everyone that is struggling....I hope this horribleness passes quickly for all of us.

Well I am officially alone. My DH left this morning.....Man that was one of the HARDEST good byes I have ever had. I have been in and out of tears all day and trying to work.....I tell ya it’s been a hard day. But as much as I do not want to be here at my desk, I really do NOT want to go home to an empty house. I think the worst part is that we do not have a time frame as to how long we will be apart. Not knowing makes it so much harder for some reason.

I feel so bad for my DH too.....I have been an emotional wreck this last few days and he has been so strong and has tried to comfort me and tell me everything will work out. He keeps saying we can get though this and will!!!! He is so strong.....I wish I were.

I am just so sad....I really wish I did not feel this way. I hate crying and that is all I seem to be doing today. GRRRRR I know this is not the end of the world or a big deal but today it just feels like it is....it feels like my world has fallen apart. I hate being alone!!! I just want this immigration crap to be over with.....the waiting is killing us.

Sorry to dump.....I just needed to get some of this out or I may completely loose it.

Rahknight · #2 (**permalink**) 10-09-2007, 04:04 PM

I'm so sorry you have to deal with this CRAP. Be happy for what you have (a growing baby and wonderful husband) and think about the pot of gold at the end of the rainbow.

ONEMORETIME · #3 (**permalink**) 10-10-2007, 06:12 AM

So sorry to hear about the immigration problems. I am praying they are solved soon. My dsil had some problems as well, she immigrated from Canada to the US.

Loopy Lou · #4 (**permalink**) 10-10-2007, 10:15 AM

I am so sorry you have to go through all of this right now!!! I do hope you will be together again soon, try not to stress!
Thinking of you!

bobandjen · #5 (**permalink**) 10-10-2007, 11:48 AM

I am so sorry. I hope everything works out. Just try and remember how blessed you are and hopefully time will fly right by.

nessak · #6 (**permalink**) 10-10-2007, 02:48 PM

I just wanted to you that I am so sorry you are going through this!! I pray that you will be back together soon!!

emilysmommy · #7 (**permalink**) 10-10-2007, 02:56 PM

Sorry to hear that you are going through this horrible mess
I hope things get better for you

Mommie2Ava&Presley · #8 (**permalink**) 10-10-2007, 03:07 PM

Sorry for all the BS red tape that is holding things up. This is crazy. I feel so for you and wish we could be there to give you a real hug. Try to occupy yourself as much as possible. We're here and vent all you want. I know I would if I were in your shoes.

Haras · #9 (**permalink**) 10-10-2007, 04:12 PM

Just think about the sweet baby whenever you are feeling lonely and before you know it you and DH will be back together again. I know it's hard but you have to stay strong, for that baby. GOOD LUCK.