im going insane sara...

bebedu · #1 (**permalink**) 09-12-2007, 07:01 PM

my emotions are crazy right now one minute i am a big meanie the other im just happy go lucky and then i want to cry.

i have had some more dull cramping today in the middle felt as though it was in my lower stomach. my nips are tender without a bra and my glands under my armpits are sore. almost puked again today it was weird cause i felt fine and then i sat down and started to feel queasy. very gassy still both ways (i never usually burp this much but then again i never usually have indigestion either.)

what about you? im still pulling for us.

Constance_13 · #2 (**permalink**) 09-12-2007, 07:34 PM

Hang in there girly....only 2 more sleeps till test day

I know this is the longest wait of your life. I am sending lots of

your way!!!

Rahknight · #3 (**permalink**) 09-12-2007, 08:52 PM

i'm laughing so hard as I just got up to go to the bathroom and thought about testing....and i was only HALF awake! LOL

still no spotting for me. no real symptoms other than my constant running to the potty. my breasts are KINDA tender but not unless i lean weird or bump them---my husband can't wait for the 2ww to be over either. i think i've driven him MAD.

his cousin just found out she's having a girl. i'm happy for her but of course will be happier if we can share pregnancy stories too (i forgot all my old ones from 6.5 yrs ago)

almost time....

bebedu · #4 (**permalink**) 09-13-2007, 04:34 AM

im so nervous...

i forgot to mention that the sore nipples thing has in past months become a bad false symptom....when i was on the clomid they were the sorest they have ever been and i thought wow this is for sure the cycle cause i have never in my life experienced nipple sensativity like this but still negative.

i went two nights without dreaming about it and then last night i did again. i dreamt that a girl was telling me that i would know when i was preggo cause i would be able to feel the heaviness inside.

this cycle has given me sooo much hope after two failed cycles of clomid and many of no O i have been waiting for 4 months to grow a follie big enough to trigger. when the u/s tech told me i had a couple i was estatic it was as if she was telling me i was pregnant i was so thrilled. so i have my heart set on things this cycle. we also got the good news that DH's SA was normal during this time too.

My Prayer:
it is the desire of my heart Lord to have this baby. to carry it to term and deliver a healthy child who i intend to raise in your church and lead to serve you. help me to deal with the end results whatever they may be and to be strong enough to accept them. no matter what Lord i will always love you. Amen.

thanks for letting me share.

Rahknight · #5 (**permalink**) 09-13-2007, 09:49 AM

Well, guess who is spotting.... AF is coming. DANG IT. i could just cry, but i'm at work.

Baby dust to the rest of you!

Constance_13 · #6 (**permalink**) 09-13-2007, 11:27 AM

awww....I am so sorry....keep us posted. If this CY is not it....NEXT one is yours!!!!

bebedu · #7 (**permalink**) 09-13-2007, 06:08 PM

sara...dont count yourself out just yet woman...i was just obsessing on the internet tonight and read a story of where a woman started spotting the day before and of her beta and so she went into it thinking that the cycle was a bust and was shocked to find that she was indeed pregnant. and that the spotting was very late implant.

are you still with me in testing tomorrow? how about the other girl who said she was going to test with us?

im so nervous.

bebedu · #8 (**permalink**) 09-14-2007, 03:53 AM

well its another BFN. if i O'd the standard 48hrs after which im not sure i did then thats 14dpo. so i guess im going on vacation on AF watch which sucks cause i hope it doesnt start in the pool.....

that would be my luck.....i dont know though i still have a really positive feeling. (im usually debbie downer about these things though so we will see.)

good luck on your u/s today amanda keep us posted.

baby dust to all the other people peeing this morning.

Constance_13 · #9 (**permalink**) 09-14-2007, 01:11 PM

AWWW....sorry you did not get your

.....BUT you are not out yet....not till

shows. It just may be taking longer for the hormone to get in your system enough to test pos!!!! GOOD LUCK!!!

I hope you have a fabulous vacation!!!! Keep us posted....test supplies and tests with you.....that way you will have the best of both worlds

Rahknight · #10 (**permalink**) 09-14-2007, 01:31 PM

Amanda --- how was your ultrasound?!?!?!

Johnna-- you may still not be out! i had to take two tests with my son..... I am out however AF in full effect. I've already got my next u's for follicles scheduled 9/25 start femara again sunday.....here come the headahces. the real reason i'm bummed is my AF is horrible heavy this month --- and of course bc i',m not preggo LOL

Constance_13 · #11 (**permalink**) 09-14-2007, 01:45 PM

I am sorry girly.....I wish you all the best next CY!!!! Sending lots of