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This is a discussion on Another bust cycle within the Femara forums, part of the Trying to Conceive - Issues category; I am bummed but it is almost like I expect it at this point. I feel so discouraged. I HATE ...
I am bummed but it is almost like I expect it at this point. I feel so discouraged. I HATE that hcg shot and do not really want to do it again but I really like oing in a timely manner--instead of waiting to see when it will happen (I wait enough as it is). I really think those who have natural regular cycles take that for granted because I really do enjoy predicting when O will be--knowing it will be in a finite time--you know? Anyway I am not a happy camper--but what can you do?? I don't understand why it is not working--we bd plenty, I have good eggs, and I did get pg back in Nov so I don't think that dh has any issues soooooo what is the problem? I even had more than one egg this time. Ughhh!! Oh and then I start to feel terribly guilty about wanting more--that I should just be happy with what I have--a roof over my head, a wonderful dh, 3 wonderful energetic healthy boys, and food in my belly--what more could I want?????
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Tracie
DS#1 5/8/99 (Clomid 3 cycles, 1 50mg and 2 100mg) weaned at 27 mo pp after getting pg with ds#2
DS#2 3/25/02 (conceived while bfing ds#1(25 mo old), no ppaf) weaned at 24 mo pp to get ppaf back
3 Angels 03-2004, 06-2004, 07-2004
DS#3 7-14-05 (Clomid 2 cycles, Femara & hcg at 5dpo 1 cycle) weaned at 31 mo pp
1 Angel 12-2007
TTC#4
Cycle 1: Femara 5 mg(cd4-8), HCG 10,000 trigger cd 13
Cycle 2: Femara 5 mg(cd5-9), HCG 10K trigger cd13, 200mg prometrium
Cycle 3: Femara 5 mg(cd5-9) HCG 10K cd12, 200 mg P 11 dpo hcg 69, P 55.6
17 dpo hcg 1421
It's only natural to want another baby. I feel like our family is not complete even though we have two beautiful girls. You know you CAN get pregnant so it will happen ...just in God's time that's all.
I understand completely; I felt the same way so often. It worked for me too, but took me 12 months to finally get the BFP, so as hard as it is, just be patient, and it will happen. Best wishes that is comes sooner rather than later!
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TTC #2 since 3/06
11 cycles on Femara--BFN!
Feb. 25/08--BFP on 12th cycle!!!!!
EDD Oct.31-Nov.2/08!
I think we are the same person!! LOL! I too am on day 30 of my cycle and got my period today. I had a miscarriage in November also so I know how you feel. I too get very frustrated and lose hope every month it doesn't happen. I am like you, I have good follicles and ovulate like I am suppose to but it just doesn't happen. I often wonder if God it trying to tell me something like I am not supposed to have another baby or something. I have 2 wonderful girls but I just feel like I want one more. I feel like it shouldn't be so difficult for this to happen. I see pregnant women all the time like in the OB office and it makes me sick. I know it's hard not to be down right now but please know there are others her with you and think positive, it will happen!!!
Melissa--I believe the same thing about God--like maybe I can't handle another or it is a bad idea for my body to have another. Like you too though I sure do wish for another. But if it is not in God's plans then it won't happen--you know? So how do you know? How long do you continue to try to force your will on God before you figure out that isn't going to work? I mean several of the moms have gone 12 mo+ on the F so do I try for 12 mo?? I guess with the Clomid at least you can only do it so many months before you try somthine else. I don't know. It is all stressful AND of course af has not actually shown up yet--just me requisite two days od spotting which can't mean good things either. Ughhh!!!
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Tracie
DS#1 5/8/99 (Clomid 3 cycles, 1 50mg and 2 100mg) weaned at 27 mo pp after getting pg with ds#2
DS#2 3/25/02 (conceived while bfing ds#1(25 mo old), no ppaf) weaned at 24 mo pp to get ppaf back
3 Angels 03-2004, 06-2004, 07-2004
DS#3 7-14-05 (Clomid 2 cycles, Femara & hcg at 5dpo 1 cycle) weaned at 31 mo pp
1 Angel 12-2007
TTC#4
Cycle 1: Femara 5 mg(cd4-8), HCG 10,000 trigger cd 13
Cycle 2: Femara 5 mg(cd5-9), HCG 10K trigger cd13, 200mg prometrium
Cycle 3: Femara 5 mg(cd5-9) HCG 10K cd12, 200 mg P 11 dpo hcg 69, P 55.6
17 dpo hcg 1421
Nessa--I am not sure what you meant by am I cycling this month but yes I will take the F again. I am still not sure on the trigger. Should get an us too but not sure on that yet either. I am trying acupuncture this month too. We shall see what happens.
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Tracie
DS#1 5/8/99 (Clomid 3 cycles, 1 50mg and 2 100mg) weaned at 27 mo pp after getting pg with ds#2
DS#2 3/25/02 (conceived while bfing ds#1(25 mo old), no ppaf) weaned at 24 mo pp to get ppaf back
3 Angels 03-2004, 06-2004, 07-2004
DS#3 7-14-05 (Clomid 2 cycles, Femara & hcg at 5dpo 1 cycle) weaned at 31 mo pp
1 Angel 12-2007
TTC#4
Cycle 1: Femara 5 mg(cd4-8), HCG 10,000 trigger cd 13
Cycle 2: Femara 5 mg(cd5-9), HCG 10K trigger cd13, 200mg prometrium
Cycle 3: Femara 5 mg(cd5-9) HCG 10K cd12, 200 mg P 11 dpo hcg 69, P 55.6
17 dpo hcg 1421
Another bust cycle
11 dpo hcg 69, P 55.6
Re: Another bust cycle
