My HCG numbers were not looking very good as of last week and I did miscarry over the weekend.

One of the worst parts about the whole thing is that we told a lot of people. DH and I were going to wait until 12 weeks to tell, but I was sooooooo excited so, I told a few people, who told a few people. Anyway, you know how that goes. Well, now we are having to untell people and it is terrible!!! I feel like such an idiot for telling so many people!! I will never make that mistake again!!


I feel so guilty for complaining! I'm so lucky to have one child. I know that there are so many people out there trying so hard just to have one and my heart breaks for them!! I just really want my daughter to have a brother or sister, someone to grow up with her.

Well, this definitely was not my plan, but God has a better plan, and I trust in that! My doctor said as soon as I have one “normal” cycle we could start clomid again.

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Amy I'm so very sorry. I hope you get another BFP soon and a healthy pregnancy. Take care of yourself. I know it's not an easy thing to go through.

I am sorry. Yes...God definitely has a bigger plan that what we can ever understand. Just trust in Him and it will happen

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Amy--I am so sorry to hear that! You're right, God has a plan, trust that He knows your desire to have another baby, and He will give you the desire of your heart.
Take care of yourself and God bless you!

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I'm so sorry for your loss!! I know it is the hardest thing to hear but as other said...God does have a plan. Sometimes I wish I could just have a little peek as to what that plan actually is, seems as though it might make things easier. But don't feel bad that you told so many people.... you have all those people that can help support you during these hard times!! Keep you head up!! We are all here for you too!!!

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Christina(26)
DH Bobby(31)
TTC for over 1 yr
June 06 Clomid 50mg
July 06 Clomid 50mg
August 06 Clomid 50mg
9/22 HSG Test- Clear
Oct - Dec 06 Clomid 50 and all
Jan and Feb 07 Clomid 100mg
Took a break!! Started Metformin - no luck
August 07 metformin and clomid 100mg

Amy,
I know exactly how you feel. My DS turned 3 in April, and me too, I FEEL SO FORTUNATE TO HAVE ONE CHILD............AND I TOO WANT HIM TO HAVE SOMEONE TO GROW UP WITH.......IT'S LIKE THE MORE TIME THAT GOES BY THE MORE DESPERATE I BECOME. i HAVE HAD TWO MISCARRIAGES SINCE mAY, AND MY GYNO DECIDED ON STARTING GLUCOPHAGE IN SEPTEMBER AND THEN A GLUCAPHAGE/CLOMID COCKTAIL FOR OCTOBER. i HOPE THIS WORKS THIS TIME, I DON'T KNOW IF I CAN HANDLE ANOTHER MISCARRIAGE. IT IS SO HARD. TRUST THAT YOUR BABY WILL BE!

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4/04-Beautiful baby boy~Adriano
Miscarriage#1~8 1/2 wks 5/07 baby girl~Nadia Loren &8/07

Feb. IUI w/clomid, metformin, & ovidrel bfp 12dpiui
"When God takes something from your grasp, He is not punishing you but merely opening your hands to receive something better."
"Your baby is waiting for you. It just has a little more angel work to do before heading to Earth."

Thanks for all your support girls! I'm really trying to look on the positive side and it is reassuring to at least know that clomid works for me!

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