YAY!!! I am very happy but then in the back of my mind I am thinking AM I CRAZY

But we will see what happens.. So I am trying for either a June, July or August baby that would be good for me, the kiddies will be out of school, and I can have my mother or mother in law take them, I dont have to worry about pulling them out of school..and I liked having Zachary in the summer.. So we will see what happens...I need all the pink baby dust over here

I tell you if I have a girl I will be so HAPPY!!! But if its a boy I will also be HAPPY!!!
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1st appointment: August 31:
Went Great
2nd appointment & 1st Ultrasound: Sept 11:
Went Great, Saw Heartbeat 
3rd appointment & NT Scan: October 21 Went Great, Saw Heartbeat 155
4th appointment : November 18: Went Great, Heard the heartbeat for the first time it was 164
5th appointment : December 9: BIG ULTRASOUND