Help! I'm going bonkers!

angie33 · #1 (**permalink**) 07-06-2007, 11:06 AM

I'm at that point again in my cycle where I'm second guessing and it's driving me crazy.

I can't decide whether this cramping is AF or a bambino getting comfy. I'm terrified to test, but I want to know..like NOW. But wait, maybe I don't..

. Seriously girls, I'm gonna go mad!!

I did exceptionally well in the 2ww. I thought about it a little, but not too much and pushed it out of my mind as much as possible.

Now we're down to crunch time though.

Ya know, I think my biggest fear (I just remembered dh says I have hundreds of biggest fears-sad but true!) is letting the people I love the most down-again. I hate "the look" it makes me feel like the biggest failure.

Sorry to be rambling...I'm sure you all have been there, I think I just need a hug, a prayer, something...

Oh and why is it that just before I test dh either turns into a butthead or keeps his distance? Do you think that's his way of "dealing?" If so then men are weirdos.

Thanks for reading if you got this far.

Celi · #2 (**permalink**) 07-06-2007, 11:41 AM

Angie I know how you feel, and I'm sure all of us feel the same way

This IF thing is really hard on us, on the marriage sometimes, so Don't feel bad to talk about it

And yes I think that the way mens deal with the frustration/sadness of the IF is different, sometimes I get

with some of my DH reactions, but them he goes and do something really sweet and I can that it is just his way of being sad/frustrated about everything that we are dealing with...

Hope you get your

this cycle and all of this will be in the past!

for all of us!!!!

heathablue · #3 (**permalink**) 07-06-2007, 01:04 PM

Hang in there girl!

Try to keep youself busy this weekend. Maybe take up crocheting? Something to keep your mind busy. I know..easier said then done. I'm sending positive yibes your day.

AkaMsPris · #4 (**permalink**) 07-06-2007, 01:32 PM

Here ya go Angie....

angie33 · #5 (**permalink**) 07-06-2007, 02:28 PM

Thank you ladies!!

You're always here when I need ya!

SweetMissAngel · #6 (**permalink**) 07-06-2007, 03:48 PM

Hang on tight Angie!! This is the wildest part of the ride. I can't tell you how much I hope this is your month. I am really pulling for you. Rememer to breathe. It will calm you down. I hope you can keep busy until the time comes. We are all here for you in the meantime.