Hi,

I failed,
I cant describe how devastated i am,
Now we are going to do ivf, we are taking a month off to go away and start when we come back.

I cant believe that every little thing that can go wrong has gone wrong.

I pray god will give me strength,
I was so convinced that the iui had worked.

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8 miscarriages 1989-2006
1 healthy boy!!! born 97
ttc seriously with new partner of 3 years for 2yrs
june 07-clomid 1st try 50mg 1 follicle failed
july 07 -clomid 100mg +gonal f 150 injections, trigger, iui done, pessaries.(the lot!)

Aug 07- Trying natural, hoping some meds still in system....also getting body ready..accupuncture
ivf - Er nov 5th
Et-Nov 8th 3dt, 2, 6 cell embies...
Failed

Toni

Oh Toni, I am so so sorry.....

I too have dealt w/ many failed IUI's so I know just how you feel.

I believe a little time off would do wonders for the soul, so you take your vacation or whatever it is that you're planning, and start fresh when you return. You will have a more relaxed demeanor and the break will be nice, I promise!

I'll be crossing my fingers that IVF will do the trick. Stay positive, we are all pulling for you!

Again, very sorry. Chin up though, it's not over yet!! Hugs to you...

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Angie

Angie 35
Brian 33
DSD Caitlin 11
ttc our #1 for 5 yrs

angel baby 10/26/02 unknown pg till m/c @ home
angel baby 01/22/07 @7 wks 2 days
angel baby 08/01/07 @7 wks 2 days
angel baby 11/07/07 @5 wks 5 days

I am so sorry Toni. I really hope that you come back refreshed and that IVF is what will bring you the results you want. I know how hard it is. Do some nice things for yourself and hang in there.

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Laura
TTC #1 since May 06
Me: 37
Hubbie: 36
May 06-March 07 naturally
April 07 to Sept. 07: IUIs w/ 50 mg Clomid
Laparoscopy Oct 2: External fibroids found
Abdominal Myomectomy Oct 31: removed 12 fibroids
Nov 07: IUI #5 w/50 mg Clomid
Dec 07: IUI#6, no meds, 40 day cycle
Jan 08: Started Follistim, IUIs 1/30 & 1/31
Feb 08: Follistim, IUIs 2/23 & 2/24 chemical pregnancy
March 08: Follistim, IUIs 3/25 & 3/26

Toni, remember that YOU didn't fail, just the procedure. I felt the same way 4 days ago! Take your time and enjoy just being together. That just may be all you need!

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