Angie...anyword?????

AkaMsPris · #1 (**permalink**) 10-31-2007, 11:39 AM

Hey Angie I was thinking about you....anyword yet.....I am PRAYIN hard for ya!!!!!

angie33 · #2 (**permalink**) 10-31-2007, 02:38 PM

Please excuse the anger for a moment......the stupid freakin' hospital lab people didn't even bother faxing the results marked asap. I did the draw at 8:45, the test takes less than one hour. I had to call at 3:20 b/c my nurse was wondering where they were at.

In order to double it had to be 54.

It was 41. It technically rose by 50% (that's my office's rule of thumb) but based on my past history they're thinking it's acting just like my last loss.

I go in for a beta again on Friday, possibly Monday too and then a scan to rule out a tubal. So at least a week or more of this limbo...

I appreciate the prayers, I really really do. Please excuse me if I am bitter at the moment.

I know there's a plan....but I don't know what is is.

I am finding it very hard to function at work or home these days. I hate everything. I don't want to be like this. I need to step back I guess and find something that may bring me a little joy.

I am signing off for a bit, I'm tearing up again at the front desk here at work. Only 30 more minutes to go. I will be back on when I get home.

I know I'm not making any sense, please forgive this wandering post. I've lost my senses for the time being...

Celi · #3 (**permalink**) 10-31-2007, 03:31 PM

Still praying!!!

mieko25 · #4 (**permalink**) 10-31-2007, 06:53 PM

praying for a sticking little bean!!!

AkaMsPris · #5 (**permalink**) 10-31-2007, 07:21 PM

AHHH Angie my heart really goes out to you...I have an "ot" question for you....What makes you smile....outside of this fertillity world...what makes you the happiest you have ever been? Think really HARD!!! Keep thinking......think some more......Are you smiling yet?...what is the one thing making you smile???????? Keep thinking about it......

Okay just wanted to get your mind off of your problems for 1 minute out of your life....I hope you were able too...Now what ever it was that made you smile....rely on that!!! Keep your chin up...Your strength is inspiring...

babidius · #6 (**permalink**) 11-01-2007, 08:06 AM

Keeping you and your bean in my prayers, Angie!

meriandbob · #7 (**permalink**) 11-01-2007, 11:45 AM

Thinking of you!!

I say take a day or two off, if you need it. I remember how hard it was to concentrate at work. Do things that are fun & make you smile. Pamper yourself!

Work will always be there.

chrismiss74 · #8 (**permalink**) 11-01-2007, 01:33 PM

Prayers for a sticky bean being sent your way. I agree, take a few days off. We are here when you need us.