Angie

AkaMsPris · #1 (**permalink**) 02-22-2008, 08:28 PM

Hey Angie...I just wanted to say I read the post you left on my last thread...I understand....I thought of you when I posted it...hoping that posting the info was not going to hurt you. I feel terrible that you are not able to post the same news. I truely wish that I could make something happen for you!!!! I have followed your story for a while now and there is not a day that goes by that I am not hoping a praying for your mirical. I know this time is hard on you right now....just keep holding your chin up and believing that your day IS going to come!!!

angie33 · #2 (**permalink**) 02-23-2008, 05:11 AM

Aw Nicole, you are so sweet! I hope you know that I truly want the best for you.....I read back through the post and realize I didn't reply (in the a.m. sometimes I check SK but don't have time to post) then had a crazy busy day, etc. I felt alwful cause I forgot to post while at work. Anyway, I am really really happy for you, you so deserve that bfp! Don't worry about me, I'm just struggling a little and feel like I'm stuck in limbo. I feel like I really don't "belong" to any board right now b/c we're no longer doing IUI, not doing IVF yet, and dh wants to put adoption on hold. I guess you can say I'm floating.....I think I could keep my mind off ttc but I've been having dreams in which either someone gives me their baby/child b/c they don't want them anymore (then I wake up) or they hand them over, just to want them back, then the alarm goes off. It's very frustrating to have a dream like that every night....doesn't take a professional to tell what those dreams mean, huh? haha

Anyway, you just focus on your great news. I know it's not my time yet. I will however, try every cycle while we save money and gather info. Can't hurt right? I bought a digital opk off Ebay the other day. Now, if AF would just show up cause it's been 41 days and no sign of her.........blah.

Take care Momma and thanks for thinking of me. You always make me feel welcome on this board!

mieko25 · #3 (**permalink**) 02-23-2008, 03:12 PM

Angie I know exactly how you feel about belonging anywhere right now. I so want to get back to TTC, but with DH not having a job for a month now is really starting to take a toll on or marriage and finaces. We are tring to cut back on things but its hard. I am always lurking on these board womdering whether to post a reply or not. I really am praying that we both get through this bump in the road and get back to TTC soon.

angie33 · #4 (**permalink**) 02-24-2008, 07:48 AM

Thanks Laura, I guess we're in the same boat. I feel kinda weird about posting but I have been on these boards for quite a while, so I don't feel comfortable just leaving either. I feel very at home here, I would just feel better if we were doing SOMETHING. Ya know?

I'm sorry you and dh are struggling as well. IF is hard enough without real life getting in the way too. It's often too much to deal with. I guess we both just keeping hanging in there and having faith. It's good that we have a place to come and vent, even if it does feel weird sometimes.

Oh and I just realized something (have no idea why I didn't put two and two together before now) I finally got pg on IUI #3, and my due date was the same day your dd was born, just a year later! Weird huh?

SweetMissAngel · #5 (**permalink**) 02-24-2008, 10:41 AM

I love having you both (Angie and Laura) on here and would be so sad if either of you went away. You are still in the process even if you aren't actively in it right at this moment. Besides, you are both trying naturally right now, so you are still in it. So there!

angie33 · #6 (**permalink**) 02-24-2008, 02:13 PM

Yes ma'am!!

I guess that settles it--we shall stay and NOT feel weird in doing so.

AkaMsPris · #7 (**permalink**) 02-24-2008, 03:37 PM

Well I am glad to hear everything you have said!!!! I was worried...I am also going threw this in "real" life....I have a friend who I have been walking threw this whole fertility stuff she has done one cycle...bfn...and then could not go into another cycle because she got a cycst....(she is my PCOS friend)....So anywho we had out girls day out this weekend...(we chatted about my bfp) .....after that she went to a babyshower...she told me later that she cried the whole way home....I felt soooo bad that here I was pregnant and she still isn't....She has only done one med/bd cycle but it still made me feel bad...she knew we were gonna be ttc starting in January so atleast it was no secret.......Ohhh welll what can I dooo.......Then on top of it my mom is upset I am pregnant again.....it is a really LONG story...but it basically comes down DH has an anxiety problem and she feels like I should not be bringing another child into the mix until our problems are "healed"....She is making it see like he has a drug or achohol problem..........We used to be sooo close....she is driving a wedge between us.......RRRRRR.......There is alot more to the sory but I do not want to bore you all with it.....

Anywho Sorry for the rant......

ekchild · #8 (**permalink**) 02-25-2008, 07:29 AM

i am so sorry about the problems going on in your lives, dh and i are having money issues to do to me not having any buisness, i hope all starts to turn around for us all.

Nicole: i hope your friend does not mean what she says about dh but i know before when my sis was pg i also said things that i didnt mean about her having children i just think that IF get the worst of people and we wear it on our sleeves.
i hope you can be better friends again

good luck to you all