For Angie....

AkaMsPris · #1 (**permalink**) 07-17-2007, 12:57 PM

I was thinking of you and thought this would make you smile!!!

I hope you are hanging in there!!!!

angie33 · #2 (**permalink**) 07-17-2007, 01:06 PM

Nicole,

Thank you Thank you!! I so appreciate the nice gesture. I am hanging in threre. At lunch I decided I will not think the worst until I know the worst is happening. (I have no idea how I will pull this off, but with so many people cheering me on, I know I have tons of support to help me through this.) I am thinking that my betas are still rising, I still have pg symptoms, I still have a glimmer of hope at least. I may know a little more Thursday so I have a day and half to get through till I know more. I have no spotting or bleeding, no side pain, no unusual symptoms other than slow rising betas. It may not be a good outcome but I am hoping against all hope this lil guy stays strong. And grows where it needs to be. I am trying to talk my RE into doing one more beta on Thursday a.m. just to see what it does before my u/s.

The worst part is the feeling of being stuck in neutral...can't grieve and can't move forward.

Thanks again, All of you ladies mean the world to me!

AkaMsPris · #3 (**permalink**) 07-17-2007, 01:19 PM

GOOD I am glad you are holding up....Hey I had to rake the same attitude when I found out all the stuff about Nicholas when I was 35 weeks...the clubbed feet...the heart problem....the kidney problem....the no gurauntee he would not be still born....I finally had to put all the negative out of my head. I told had to live in the moment! And look the out come was fine!! It is not over yet...you ARE pregnant...hold on to that!!!!!

babidius · #4 (**permalink**) 07-17-2007, 03:41 PM

That was so cute!