So, its back on the roller coaster.......

We have another low beta, 10.5. She said all the other numbers are good, progesterone greater than 20 and estradiol at 350. We all know how this turned out last time, BUT I'm staying positive! Well I'll try the 'positive' route after I break a few things becuase I'm SOO angry and frustrated right now!

LOTS OF PRAYERS NEEDED PLEASE!!!!!!

Back for b/w on monday.

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Me (35) & DH (30)
TTC#1 for 3 years
5 IUIs (7/05 - 2/06) Angel lost at 8wks (12/06)
IVF#1 (9/07) - Low Beta - Angel lost at 6wks
IVF #2 (2/08) - Ectopic - Angel lost at 8 weeks
FET#1 (4/08)
IVF#3 (6/08) Tx cancelled due to poor lining
13 Embies on Ice
FET#2 (8/08) Tx cancelled due to poor lining...AGAIN
Another attempt @ FET #2 (9/08) apparently skipped town - Back on BCP

UGH!!!!!
I can't even imagine how much you must be pulling your hair out.
Sending loads & loads & loads of positive thought your way.



I'll be thinking of you all weekend. PM me if you need to talk or pass the time.

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Meridith
38, DH 41
TTC#1 since Oct 2000

Poor Ovarian Reserve & C677T MTHFR
2CY Clomid/IUI, 10CY GonalF/IUI (+2CY Cancelled), Lap Aug '03
BFP via IUI Jan '04, M/C @ 8wks - March 12,2004
IVF#1 - Retrieved 2 eggs. 2 fert/xfrd. M/C @ 8wks - October 6, 2004
IVF#2 - CANCELLED - converted to IUI Jan '05. BFN
IVF#3 - Retrieved 2, 1 fert/xfrd Mar '05. BFN
IVF#4 - Retrieved 5, 3 fert/xfrd Jun '05. BFN
IVF#5 - Retrieved 12, 8 fert/4xfrd Oct '05. BFN
IUI on Mar '06. M/C @ 7.5wks - April 17, 2006
Emergency laparotomy - Apr '06
Diagnosed with Bilateral Hydrosalpinx (fluid filled tubes) July 2008 - End of our TTC journey

Renee I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers. If I may ask what all happen last time? I wasn't on here yet.

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Sending positive vibes your way!

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Heather

Renee,

I'll keep you in my thoughts and prayers, I truly hope for a better outcome this time around.

{{{Hugs}}} Lewey

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Renee would the beta not be low because your only 10 days past transfer of 3 day. I'm not sure but it looks like it would still have to be low this early.

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Thanks Mer.

I'm not sure what I want to feel right now. I'm frustrated, mad, LIVID, angry, scared, in shock, devistated and PETRIFIED that this is goign to be another loss and that I'm NEVER goign to be a mother.

Its amazing that all you go through and thats my ultimate thought...........DO whatever you need to do to me, torture me all you want............but get me pregnant with a strong pregnancy and I really dont care how I get there. Thats what is so scary........I thought we had the solution to the problem...........I guess i was wrong.

I'm holding out for my bean, i'm PRAYING and I DO believe in miracles but this plain SUCKS!!!!!!

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Me (35) & DH (30)
TTC#1 for 3 years
5 IUIs (7/05 - 2/06) Angel lost at 8wks (12/06)
IVF#1 (9/07) - Low Beta - Angel lost at 6wks
IVF #2 (2/08) - Ectopic - Angel lost at 8 weeks
FET#1 (4/08)
IVF#3 (6/08) Tx cancelled due to poor lining
13 Embies on Ice
FET#2 (8/08) Tx cancelled due to poor lining...AGAIN
Another attempt @ FET #2 (9/08) apparently skipped town - Back on BCP

Cheryl, my 1st IVF resulted in a low beta and we went on a roller coaster for 2 weeks worth of betas going up but ultimately we never got a heartbeat and I had to have a d&C.

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Me (35) & DH (30)
TTC#1 for 3 years
5 IUIs (7/05 - 2/06) Angel lost at 8wks (12/06)
IVF#1 (9/07) - Low Beta - Angel lost at 6wks
IVF #2 (2/08) - Ectopic - Angel lost at 8 weeks
FET#1 (4/08)
IVF#3 (6/08) Tx cancelled due to poor lining
13 Embies on Ice
FET#2 (8/08) Tx cancelled due to poor lining...AGAIN
Another attempt @ FET #2 (9/08) apparently skipped town - Back on BCP