I found this poem I made when everyone around me was prego but me and I had been trying before any of them even thought about trying. I was going through fertility and it was pretty tough. Thought you all could relate to this. In the end, things did work out.

Singing my Song

This want inside me is so very strong.

And everyone around me is singing my song.

But all I have is the melody.

I hear the chorus all around me.

I am not yet able to sing along.

Feeling so hopeless. Its just so wrong.

I had started this song from the very start.

But I’m still unable to sing my part.

~Heather

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Heather
Age: 32, DH Age: 34
*Unexplained infertility
Sept 07 IVF#1
-Sept 26th-ER (4 eggs retrieved, 2 fertilized)
-Sept 29th-ET (4 cell & 7 cell)
Oct 15th BFN
Mar 08 IVF#2
-Mar 7th ER (13 eggs retrieved, 8 fertilized)
-Mar 10th-ET (8 cell & 7 cell)
1st beta 616!! BFP!!
2nd beta 1904!!
3rd beta 4809!!
April 9th-u/s- heartbeat 124 bpm!! 1 little bean!!!
May 7th-heard heartbeat 169 bpm!

Is beautiful, thank you very much for sharing it with us.

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Ainara (29) DH Zoran(41)
DS Adriano (7) natural preg.
TTC #2 since '04
Clomid x3
IUI w/Clomid X1
Dx. MF Aug.'07
IVF #1 March/April '08
E/R 4/14 25 eggs15 fertilized
E/T 4/19 2 Blast.
1st. Beta 4/28 174
2nd, Beta 4/30 336
1st. U/S 5/12 no HB detected/1 sac.
2nd. U/S 5/19 blighted ovum.
Cytotec induced M/C 5/20. (at 7w1d)
IVF #2 (FET) Sept./Oct.'08
B/W 9/29 E2 56
B/W & U/S 10/6 E2 311 lining 11.5

It is beautiful!!!!I love it..

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It is spot on, isn't it??! TFS.

~m

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