I had my beta today. It came back 12.3~! The nurse said that I have "indeterminate" status.

How screwed up is everything? After all that you go through, you end up with this! This time it is really bad. I feel like hope has slipped away from me! I and DH had talked and agreed that this was the last try for us, and if the fresh cycle failed, we would only do FET. But I have just ONE blast frozen! They took 24 eggs, 19 mature, 13 fertilized and only 3 made it to blast? ( Cleshe, do our cycles sound uncannily similar or what?)
We transfered two so only one left on ice. So much for FET hope!

I ask that old classic, "Why me?" The answer comes back ~ Why not you?

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Meenu
ET 11/19/07 5dp
beta# 1 11/29/01 = 186 beta #2 12/03/07 = 770 beta # 3 12/05/07 = 2008 Miscarriage at 5w2d
IVF # 2 Started Lupron 2/20/08 10 units Follistim 2/27/08 225 units ER 4/11/08
ER - 24 retrived, 19 mature and 13 fertilized
Chemical!

Oh girl I am so very sorry, but don't loose hope who's to say those numbers are not going to go up? and about your frozen emby it only takes one right? My prayers are with you.

I'm so sorry. When do you go back for your next beta? How many DPT are you now?

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Ugh.

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Me (31) DH (38)

IVF #1 with PGD.... ET cancelled 3/5 due to PGD results
IVF #2 with PGD.... ET cancelled 4/17 due to PGD results
IVF #3 with DE.... ET 7/28

IVF #4 - DEFET
ET 12/5/06 (3 beautiful 5-day embies)
Beta 12/14 @ 9DP5DT.... 360
Beta 12/16 @ 11DP5DT.... 909
Beta 12/20 @ 15DP5DT.... 5,250
1st u/s @ 5w6d on 12/27.... 3 sacs , 1 .... Beta 51,476
2nd u/s @ 6w6d on 1/3.... 3 beating away!
Proud Triplet Mama -- June 2008

I'm sorry you are feeling so frustrated right now, Meenu. Question for you... Was this your first beta? Did they have anything to compare it to? My RE's office doesn't give me the results of the first beta until the second is drawn. At least then they have something to compare it to to see if it rose or fell. Even though it's frustrating to have to wait for the second blood test, it certainly eases the anxiety of not knowing if a number is "good" or not.

Will be thinking positive BFP thoughts for you.

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I'm so sorry Meenu
I'm really sorry that you are going though this.

Janay

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JANAY-34
DH-Scott 34
Married July 1999
TTC#1 since 2000
DX endo (stage IV), MTHFR
IVF#1 BFN
IVF#2 fall 08
started acupuncture Oct 1st
starting DHEA end of Oct

Oh no!! When is your next beta? I don't want to blow sunshine up your you-know-what but stranger things have happened. The number could double or triple or more.

Please know that I, as well as everyone else here, am thinking about you

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Me (39) and DH (35) married Oct. 2005

TTC #1 since Jan. 2006
3 IUIs with Clomid - all BFN
IVF Cycle #1 - BFP but beta only 35 (chemical pregnancy)
IVF Cycle #2 - BFN
IVF Cycle #3 - FET - embabies didn't survive the thaw

July 2008 - signed up with adoption agency
Sept/Oct 2008 - Home Study in progress

November 15th is National Adoption Day!!

I am very sorry all I can tell you is DONT GIVE UP HOPE, HOPE is what got me where I am today!