I'm sure the sad face says it all... I wasn't even a "little bit pregnant." I got the call around 10am, and the nurse was so apologetic. I know she must hate breaking bad news to people... but even though I'm sad, I'm okay. But I'm not sure how I'm feeling. Kinda numb, but not devastated. Like I said in a post to my DD's board, after all, I will be turning 44 in less than 30 days, so nature is working against me at this point. Even with 10 transferred. Go figure.

I'm sad. And I know that I will cry before it's all over, I just haven't yet. Not sure what to think. I know I don't have to make a decision right now, but I'm thinking this was our last cycle. Maybe I'll let go and let God and turn it over to Him, and if it's meant for me to have another child, I'll get pg naturally... right?

And I thought I had the "lucky follistim," Wendy!!! Ah well.

I'm starting to ramble now, so I'll quit before I say anything really stupid, LOL.

BUT... I'm still cheering all of YOU on!!! I'm hoping that I'm the exception and the rest of you will get s real soon!!!

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crap, that is NOT the news i wanted nor was expecting. i am sorry lynn.

Rachelle

Oh, Lynn. I'm SO sorry! I feel broken for you! I know it takes time to sink in, so I applaud you for being brave but you dont have to.....not for us! I'll cry for you for now and then you can let it out when you're ready, ok? My heart goes out to you my Heparin buddy.

Please know that we all are praying for you, especially me. I hope that time will heal your heart and that Lauren will continue to keep a smile on your face

Hang in there. I know there's nothing else I can say other than this STINKS but from the bottom of my heart, I am so SO sorry!

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Me (35) & DH (30)
TTC#1 for 3 years
5 IUIs (7/05 - 2/06) Angel lost at 8wks (12/06)
IVF#1 (9/07) - Low Beta - Angel lost at 6wks
IVF #2 (2/08) - Ectopic - Angel lost at 8 weeks
FET#1 (4/08)
IVF#3 (6/08) Tx cancelled due to poor lining
13 Embies on Ice
FET#2 (8/08) Tx cancelled due to poor lining...AGAIN
Another attempt @ FET #2 (9/08) apparently skipped town - Back on BCP

Lynn ,


I'm so very very sorry. I'm at a loss for words, so I will send you a big hug and my love.

Denise

I'm so sorry, Lynn. I was so sure this was it for you - I know you did, too.

Take care of yourself and mourn this loss . . . then trust your heart to help you decide what follows.

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O-oh Lynn, I'm so sorry!! My heart just fell when I read your thread! Please hold Lauren extra tight tonight!

((HUGS))

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Deb proud momma to twins -- Brady & Hope 5/18/04

I'm so sorry
I really thought you'd have a whole basketball team in there.

HUGS

I too am so sorry for you. There are no words that can bring you comfort - lean on Fred and give kisses to Lauren. You will be in my prayers. Please take good care of yourself.

Justine