Hi everyone!
I'm new to post but I have been lurking at the IVF board for a while. Unfortunately I'm not new to infertility, I have been ttc # 2 for 2 1/2 years with no luck.
I just turned 36 and had my first in 2001. In a nutshell, I conceived my dd after surgery for endometriosis. (I had tried for over a year with no luck and finally someone found that I had a ton of endo). Once that stuff was out of my body I got preggo 6 weeks later. Once I decided to ttc #2 I basically waisted the first year with my regular gyno. Since I had no real problems in the past (the pill keeps the endo from coming back) and I ovulated like clock work I never thought I would have trouble. Well, after months of Clomid and 4IUI's I was at a loss. I finally decided to go to an RE, the first was a complete disaster (the one on my insurance plan), the second is the one I stuck with and is extremely successful in her field (the one NOT on my insurance plan). Only 4 days after I met her I was in for my 2nd surgery for endometriosis. That horrid stuff came back and I figured that must be the reason for all of my problems! No such luck. She got it all and after a few months of ttc on my own, no dice. So, I bit the bullet and in November I did my first IVF..which failed...and my second IVF attempt turned into an IUI since my eggs did not look promising. I abandoned the IVF not wanting to shell out $10,000+ for eggs that looked "iffy"!
Anyway, I have been told I have "unexplained secondary infertility". I ovulate like clockwork and although I have been through every test on the face of this earth, there is no explaination. In all fairness I should mention that I am overweight. There are some who believe it's the cause, others don't. In any case, I can't completely rule it out but of course I know many overweight women who haven't had these problems. I do try my best and there is something inside me, and it's not denyal, that thinks it's something other than the weight. What that something is, I don't know!
So, here is my question (if you are all still awake-LOL). I am currently taking a break from the maddness of IVF and being hopped up on all of those drugs (I had horrible reactions to everything like many of us do). It's been a few months and my periods are back to normal. Now I'm finding that I bleed when I ovulate. I think this has happened to me before but I have been on and off meds for so long, it's hard to remember. When I say bleeding I don't mean spotting. It's more than that but less than a period and lasts 3-4 days. I can't help but think that maybe this has something to do with the reason I can't conceive. Sounds strange I know. Normally I would panic thinking there was something horrible inside of me but this ONLY happens during ovulation. If it was something worse I suspect it would happen all of the time (I hope).
Thanks for sticking with me here. I am hoping someone out there has had this happen or read about it somewhere. I have asked my Dr.s by the way and they never seem to have an answer. I sort of get this "eh, whatever" sort of response. Maybe it's more common than I know.
Thanks again and best of luck to everyone. There are days when I want to give up but I just can't quite throw in the towel just yet. I also want to mention how grateful I am for having a child at all and I don't want to sound selfish for wanting another. I feel for everyone going through this,
especially when it's your first.
Thank you again,
Jodi
