I am 28 years old and married, he is 42. We just celebrated our 4th anniversary. We have been trying to have a baby since before we were married. He has children from previous marriages and I have one who he adopted. My husband is my best friend and I can talk to him about this, but sometimes I need a female who has or is going thru this. We both want more children. And every month I count the days and then I start and I get so upset. We both love children. Sometimes I just don't understand, there are people out there who have kids that they don't want and do the most horriable things to,my husband and I are good people. No one around me has had this problem so no one really understands. Like it says, I just wanted someone to talk to..