Lisa1021, it's your last lonely Christmas!

Twinsmommy · #1 (**permalink**) 12-20-2004, 07:25 PM

Lisa, I can't believe it. All of the Christmases we cried together and wrote back and forth hoping and praying and begging. And now, finally, it is your last Christmas without little ones. Imagine how absolutely wonderful and happy and precious your 2005 holidays will be! Your house will be a disaster of unwrapped gifts, tissue paper strewn about, and toys with a million pieces all over the place! And you won't care at all because you'll have two little munchkins in their red jammies on Christmas morning. I am so happy that you are finally able to share in this holiday joy.

I can't even wait until you post your birth story and tell us all about the babies. It seems so unreal until they actually arrive and you hold them for the first time. And all those horrible feelings of disappointment and despair from years of IF will just melt away forever, although your heart will never forget. And that is a good thing, because it makes us stronger mommies with deep souls.

Many hugs to you and those babies in the oven this Christmas.

Love,
Karen

Lisa1021 · #2 (**permalink**) 01-04-2005, 10:16 AM

Hi Karen,

Thanks for the Christmas wishes... it was something I thought about all day... the fact that it was our last Christmas without our little ones. But in a way that wasn't true. They were there sharing our day with us. All the relatives dove in on my tummy the minute I walked in the door and they all commented on how happy and content I appeared. And it was true. It was the best of Christmas's for me. I can only imagine how great the next one will be.

Hope you and your little ones had a wonderful Christmas. What was their favorite gift from Santa? Or is it still the wrapping and boxes stage? LOL