Prayers needed
Things have been tough lately. Here's a quick background for tose who dont know/remember me. Way back when I was pg with my DS, they found a fibroid that started at 4cm & grew to 8cm by the time I had my son. They usually shrink after pregnancy so my ob at the time blew it off as no big deal. well, when i wanted to get pg again, a new ob recommended an mri, b/c my uterus seemed big. the fibroid was 10cm & I went to the best in Boston & they recommended getting rid of it before getting pg agin. so thats what we did & then I got pg right away with Phoebe. ((Now, the fibroid they took out they said was unlike anything they'd ever seen before ( & they do thousands a year) & they were concerned about cancer. Turned out it wasnt cancer. ))
Fast forward to my c-section w/Phoebe in Nov..while they were in there, they saw some "strange-looking" fibroids which they removed & had analyzed twice - once there & another time at the Boston hospital. Determined possibly I have a rare (like only 50 cases) conditiion where the fibroid cells float throughout the abdomen & attach to whatever they want. (disemminated fibroids) So they decided to do another MRI about 6 mo after I had the baby, to let the hormones calm down.
So I just had the test & they found masses on my liver, on the front of my abdomen, on my saccrum & a few others. The entire team met & decided that they dont know what to think & that I should see a gynecological oncologist to discuss the possibility that this may be cancer. I am freaking out right now & am so scared that i wont get to live to watch my kids grow up. if it is cancer, its already spreading like wildfire, so I doubt it would be a good prognosis. OMG I am so scared & depressed. I am seeing the doctor next Tuesday. Please pray that this isnt cancer!!
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