on my computer life. It hit me hard today at how badly I have been neglecting my home & family. Nate was in the shower and I was getting his pj's and I couldn't find any underwear. None in his draws or none in the cleann yet unfolded baskets of laundry. Ijust lost it. My house it a wreck, you can't find anything, it's embarrasing to have someone just "stop by" I need to take a step back & get control of my home. I cried to Chris apologizing for being such a sucky housewife! I just can't seem to keep up, between kids, school, laundry, volunteering, sports, after school crap, doctor appointments, work & just life in general UGH! So if I "appear" to not be around much it's just because I am working hard here trying to gain some self respect back!

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