pregnant. With odds like this I should play the lottery more. I can't believe with two forms of bc, mini pill/breastfeeding I'm pg. But I didn't follow the mini pill schedule, midwife didn't tell me all the specs, so here we are after only three mo. of having Bella. I'm still in shock but happy too, KWIM? It's only because I'm close to 40yrs. that I think it's best to have another one now, if this one sticks. With my history of m/c, dh and I know the odds.

So history repeats it’s self. As you may recall on 12/26/06 I had a “neg” blood test for pg and four days later had a bfp. Well, on Thursday, 1/04/07 I had a “neg” blood test and now I’m getting faint bfp’s. I can’t believe that this was the beginning of a pregnancy, not the end. I’m sure that my midwife will understand when I tell her that I just got the blood test too early. I know that your not suppose to feel pg symptoms this early but I’ve been pg seven times before and just had a feeling. Now the part you’ve been wondering about, I told dh tonight after the kids went to bed and it was just like a normal conversation and he said, okay so we could be having another baby, what’s the big deal. I’m so blessed to be married to a man like this. I don’t really know what I was worried about. He didn’t want any more kids when I met him, so we had two then he got the V, then the VR and now possibly another baby within a year of our last one. Well, it’s getting late, I’ll be in touch and hope to share some “progression” hpts soon. I told dh there are only two things that will happen; either the hpts get darker or they fade. He said that he didn’t want me running to the labs for beta, u/s, or to take progesterone, no intervention, if it’s meant to be it will be. I kinda feel the same way. So, I will stock up on hpts over the next week or so and then call my midwife for my first appt. I can’t really go by LMP so she will most likely want to do a beta or u/s to determine EDD. Okay, I need to go now, Bella is crying.

p.s I'm okay with having another baby this soon because we wanted one more and time isn't exactly on my side, this is truely ment to be if this baby sticks.
and I will try to post pics....my camera is only 4 yrs. old but doesn't take very good pics...

take care,

DeAnne

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DeAnne
me 39
dh 49
dsd 03/07/1988
dsd 06/26/1983
ds 12/11/2003
ds 07/23/2005
dd 10/05/2007
4 angels lost; 7/2002, 10/2003, 12/2006, & 01/2007

V 11/2005, biggest mistake of our lives.
VR 9/2006, changed our minds.

DeAnne, I am shocked. Can u tell I have not been keeping up with everyone's posts .

hon, I hope all goes well again and u can give Bella, a gorgeous little sister .

KUP

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I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers hun. You are right, if you are pregnant it is the Lord's will. What will be, will be. KUP

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ME-33 (8-30)
DH-35 (7-7)
DS-10 (5-21)
DS-8 (10-23)
DS-(9/7/2007)
V-12-98
VR-8-07-06

Wow! What a shock(but exciting!)! Keep us updated!

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I will ladies, I waiting to take a diggi and see those words then it will set in more, and yes the Lord doesn't give you more then you can handle.

Di, great to hear from you and yes a little sis for Bella would be great. I have a lil sis and I couldn't imagine life with out her.

take care,

BBL

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DeAnne
me 39
dh 49
dsd 03/07/1988
dsd 06/26/1983
ds 12/11/2003
ds 07/23/2005
dd 10/05/2007
4 angels lost; 7/2002, 10/2003, 12/2006, & 01/2007

V 11/2005, biggest mistake of our lives.
VR 9/2006, changed our minds.

Wow...congratulations! All babies are a blessing!

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Connor Aiden

DeAnne...wow! you are one woman with a determined uterus! LOL. I'm happy that you have the chance to carry this little one. I really hope it sticks! And yes, your husband sounds wonderfully supportive!

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http://www.fertilityfriend.com/home/1d46b2

thanks ladies, just waiting to get some darker hpt before I call my midwife, again. She going to think I'm crazy but it won't be the first time I got a "neg" blood test and then a week later a BFP.

and like I said, dh is waiting to see an hpt that he doesn't need a special lite to see it with.

thanks again.

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DeAnne
me 39
dh 49
dsd 03/07/1988
dsd 06/26/1983
ds 12/11/2003
ds 07/23/2005
dd 10/05/2007
4 angels lost; 7/2002, 10/2003, 12/2006, & 01/2007

V 11/2005, biggest mistake of our lives.
VR 9/2006, changed our minds.

Have you tested again?

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Where did I come from?" the baby asked its mother. She answered, half-crying, half-laughing, and clasping the baby to her breast: "You were hidden in my heart as its desire, my darling. You were in the dolls of all my childhood games. In all my hopes and my loves, in my life, in the life of my mother, and in her mother before her, you have lived."
--Rabindranath Tagore

yeap, either I'm getting hpt progression or a series of evap. line that vary in size. Dh still doesn't think that I'm pg, not sure why. Any how I told him I was using cheap hpts and he wants me to go by some more expensive ones to be sure, so either he or I will go and get some FRED, I think those are the best out there. Right now I'm using Accuclear and I think they get a bad rap on POAS.com but I honestly don't think that evap. line progress in color, etc.

Any how, BBL .

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DeAnne
me 39
dh 49
dsd 03/07/1988
dsd 06/26/1983
ds 12/11/2003
ds 07/23/2005
dd 10/05/2007
4 angels lost; 7/2002, 10/2003, 12/2006, & 01/2007

V 11/2005, biggest mistake of our lives.
VR 9/2006, changed our minds.

KUP I am hoping that you are right.

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ME-33 (8-30)
DH-35 (7-7)
DS-10 (5-21)
DS-8 (10-23)
DS-(9/7/2007)
V-12-98
VR-8-07-06

Did you get more tests?

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Where did I come from?" the baby asked its mother. She answered, half-crying, half-laughing, and clasping the baby to her breast: "You were hidden in my heart as its desire, my darling. You were in the dolls of all my childhood games. In all my hopes and my loves, in my life, in the life of my mother, and in her mother before her, you have lived."
--Rabindranath Tagore

Have u had another Beta drawn yet DeAnne?? Have u peed on another Digi yet?? KUP hon!!

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Well ladies, the past few days I got some faints on AccuClear and then read the warning on POAS.com about the evap. lines so I went and got an FRED and it's pos., it's faint but it's there. I'm still in shock. I'm going to have to wait and POAS in a few days so dh can see the line.

We decided that if I am pg we are not getting calling the mw right away, getting betas, or u/s, etc...I'm not going to hire a baby sitter and leave Bella. It's a complete mirical that I'm pg to begin with so if it's gonna stick, it will stick. I can't believe that I've been feeling pg for 10 days or so and just now getting bfp's. I know that you aren't suppose to feel symptoms until implantation but it's like with all of my pgs I felt pg at conception, KWIM? I just felt different. Any how the beta on 1/4/07 must have been "neg" to just be getting bfp's now, 8days later, that would add up.

I said it before and I'll say it again....I knew I wasn't crazy, well maybe just a little bit.

I will talk Dh into calling my MW sometime next week and we will let her decide what to do. She's going to have to do an u/s because I have no dpo or even a true LMP so in order to give me proper care she's going to have to have an EDD to go by.

OMG I still can't believe this is happening.

BTW, I got bfp's on AccuClear before FRED. Same thing happen with Bella. Still haven't gotten a bfp on a diggi but we know that takes longer.

Okay, gotta go DH still has no clue as to how many hpt's I gone through.

Take care and thanks for the posts.

DeAnne

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DeAnne
me 39
dh 49
dsd 03/07/1988
dsd 06/26/1983
ds 12/11/2003
ds 07/23/2005
dd 10/05/2007
4 angels lost; 7/2002, 10/2003, 12/2006, & 01/2007

V 11/2005, biggest mistake of our lives.
VR 9/2006, changed our minds.

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Where did I come from?" the baby asked its mother. She answered, half-crying, half-laughing, and clasping the baby to her breast: "You were hidden in my heart as its desire, my darling. You were in the dolls of all my childhood games. In all my hopes and my loves, in my life, in the life of my mother, and in her mother before her, you have lived."
--Rabindranath Tagore

ladies I don't want to waste my last hpt in the house....

Do you think the faint line on the FRED would show up by Sunday?

thanks.

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DeAnne
me 39
dh 49
dsd 03/07/1988
dsd 06/26/1983
ds 12/11/2003
ds 07/23/2005
dd 10/05/2007
4 angels lost; 7/2002, 10/2003, 12/2006, & 01/2007

V 11/2005, biggest mistake of our lives.
VR 9/2006, changed our minds.

that is gets darker DeAnne.

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Im no help, I say go peeeee!!

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POAS tomorrow ladies.

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DeAnne
me 39
dh 49
dsd 03/07/1988
dsd 06/26/1983
ds 12/11/2003
ds 07/23/2005
dd 10/05/2007
4 angels lost; 7/2002, 10/2003, 12/2006, & 01/2007

V 11/2005, biggest mistake of our lives.
VR 9/2006, changed our minds.