... but after a little over 17 months of BF and still no ppaf, I decided it was a good time to wean my little guy. We were down to mostly just mornings and evenings with occasional naptime or bedtime. I had to go out of town for 3 days to work and it just seemed sort of natural not to resume BF when I got back. It breaks my heart to deny him his main source of comfort, but now that we are 4 days in he's mostly stopped lifting my shirt to go looking for BF. It was a tough decision, but I'm not getting any younger and at 40 I can't really afford to wait to see if ppaf will come back while I'm still BF.
So, I guess I don't really belong on this board anymore.... but I'm sending loads of babydust to all of you here

(Never thought I'd actually be looking forward to LOL)

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Tina (42)
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DS (3)

TTC#2

Ahhhhhhhhhh.... I totally understand! I hope you get a soon!