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I havent been getting any sleep lately. Im so exhausted. Here's why...last Thursday..across the street from me, The MPs (Military Police) flooded our street with cop cars, ambulances and detectives. Long story short... the mother killed her 11 month old daughter. 2 of her other children were found covered in nastiness and then the lady tried to kill herself. There used to be MPs sitting outside my house in my driveway 24/7 watching that house to make sure no one goes in there. But they are no longer doing that. I know this was something that happened in that house and there is no "killer" on the loose but I dont sleep well. I think about that little baby and how she probably looked at her mother with Why mommy, I love you so much and her mother do that to her.

My husband really hasnt been to work since we have been here. They can not find a place for him to go. When his orders were cut he was an Sgt. He got promoted back in November and they didnt change nothing with his orders so they have no where for him to go but to a unit that is deploying. He needs his dwell time so they doubt he will deploy but if they cant fid something for him soon then the chances of him going back AGAIN are higher. As much I love having him home... It's getting old! I need him back to work!

The kids' school. They seem good but so much responsibility is put on a 10 year old child. Timmy is used to different rules and ways to go about things from his last school. His current school teacher seems to not want to give him no slack to get used to things and how things are done. Its quite fusterating.

OK... I dont like to whine about stuff very often but I think right now I am feeling overwhelmed. Please someone whine with me!

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