It's Positive!

Coco86 · #1 (**permalink**) 02-10-2005, 09:50 AM

HPT was positive but I can't get ahold of my doctor! I've been calling all morning and the only time I didn't get a busy signal, the automated system put me on hold for an hour and a half before I finally had to give up. (insult to injury, they played the same military march over and over again the whole time)

DH doesn't want to talk about it yet because he's afraid things will go wrong again. My normal confidants are my sisters-in-law and my mom but he won't let me tell anyone in the family yet either so I can't talk to them. Besides, my mom is not well and I don't want to put her on the same roller coaster as last time. My neighbors have all recently moved in and I don't know any of them very well. My only other friends are my co-workers and I really shouldn't say anything until I've talked to my boss...and he's on vacation.

So you ladies are all I've got right now. I'm about to crawl out of my skin. My emotions are out of control. It's worse than any PMS I've ever had and that's saying something!

I'm happy, I'm scared, I'm excited, I feel lousy (tired, achey, cranky, crampy), I can't concentrate on anything which is making it really hard to get any work done.

Anyway, thanks for letting me vent!

$:\$

(all in five minutes)

Staciewi · #2 (**permalink**) 02-10-2005, 10:22 AM

Congrats COCO sounds very promising!!!

about all the emotions in 5 min.

I will say a prayer that this bean is where it needs to be...how frustrating about the dr....keep trying

Coco86 · #3 (**permalink**) 02-10-2005, 12:45 PM

I will say a prayer that this bean is where it needs to be

From your keyboard to God's screen...thanks for the prayers!

I finally got through to my doctor so I'll be going in later this afternoon for a blood test.

Staciewi · #4 (**permalink**) 02-10-2005, 01:58 PM

No problem....Make sure you update!!!! Good luck again!

Abbyzmom · #5 (**permalink**) 02-10-2005, 05:54 PM

Coco,

First of all...

and

I know that until you see your bean in the right place it is hard to relax. Believe me, I know! (You probably don't have to read down too far to relive my anxiety.) Please let us know your numbers when you find out. I'm wishing you and praying for good doubling numbers for you as well as a reassuring u/s in a couple weeks.

In the mean time, I'm so very happy for your BFP

KathyMomof3 · #6 (**permalink**) 02-10-2005, 06:06 PM

That is great news!!! I'll be thinking about you and praying for doubling numbers.

Keep us updated.

CatieMay · #7 (**permalink**) 02-11-2005, 04:14 AM

Congratulations! I am

for your bean to stick in the right place and emotional peace during this unsettled time.

Keep us updated on your beta numbers.

Coco86 · #8 (**permalink**) 02-11-2005, 07:06 AM

Thank you all for your support. It's a great feeling to know people are praying for me.

I got my blood test yesterday. I'm going to try and get the results today even though I think my doctor is off. I don't want to wait until Monday. I'm pretty sure I'll go insane.

Hubby is coming around. I think he's terrified of my mood swings

Ahh, the power...

Coco86 · #9 (**permalink**) 02-11-2005, 08:48 AM

The numbers are in...266.84

I'm feeling a little better. Last time they peaked at 165.

Abbyzmom · #10 (**permalink**) 02-11-2005, 05:48 PM

Great! Are you having a followup next week? Sending you lots of {{{number doubling vibes}}} and prayers.

KathyMomof3 · #11 (**permalink**) 02-11-2005, 06:21 PM

Sounds good!!! Are you getting a second beta???? Glad DH is coming around.

Coco86 · #12 (**permalink**) 02-11-2005, 08:04 PM

The doctor called this afternoon (guess he wasn't off after all) and scheduled me for another beta and an ultrasound on Thursday. Fingers crossed...

makabe · #13 (**permalink**) 02-12-2005, 03:46 AM

Sorry I'm chiming in late, but I'm so glad to hear that number. And CONGRATS!!! I will keep everything crossed for more great numbers next week.

Karen