back on board (long)
Hi Ladies,
My name is Nicole. I was pretty active on the board until my last m/c. To give you some background, I turned 36 this year. DH & I started trying in july of 2005 and had 4 m/c's. My last one was in February of this year, and we've been on break since then, and I've been off the boards too. I've been through all of the tests, genetic, SHG, hysteroscopy for uterine fibroid, numerous blood tests. Hysteroscopy and ultrasound with water filled cevix showed that my fibroid is not interfering with the shape of my uterus. The only wildcard is my blood work. I had blood drawn during my 3rd mc and my aca levels were elevated. When retested after I m/c'd, they came back negative. I took another blood test just to rule it out last month and it came back positive. My RE is sending me to a hematologist because he's not sure if i need to treat it proactively while we are ttc'ing or wait until i get a bfp. I am convinced that all of this has a spiritual tie. I believe that God is putting me through this ordeal to make me realize that He is in control. I am a project manager - my job is all about control, prevention, being proactive, planning, etc. I handed this issue over to Him and am concentrating on getting myself ready physically and spiritually for the pregnancy.
Though I still need to meet with the hematologist, I want to put myself back into the ttc world.
baby dust and sticky vibes to all,
Nicole
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Expecting my gift from God in HIS time
I will never forget my 4 Angels in Heaven
10/27/05, blighted ovum
7/6/06, m/c'd naturally
10/20/06, hb stopped at 8w, D&C 
2/13/07, blighted ovum, D&C
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