I guess it's just like the title says.

It's been almost 4 months since my miscarriage was complete. While I do have good days... today seems to be a bad one.

When do I get beyond the grief?

I really thought we hit the nail on the head this month. Had the symptoms... (but I guess the mind can play tricks when you want something..dunno). Instead AF shows up this morning. And several friends are expecting or are about to deliver babies. How do you accept being around them w/o anger and resentment??

This really isn't who I want to be.

Ideas, anyone?