08-14-2006, 07:24 PM
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SKWowza!
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Joined on: Jun 2004
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Feeling so hateful.
I just feel so hateful. And I hate feeling that way, I really hate it, but I can't help it.
I have 2 friends that were pregnant and due right when I was. I was cautious of course, though I tried to be really excited with both of them.
BOTH of my friends had scares and thought they were miscarrying, before and after my miscarriage...one had a bad ultrasound (that was before I miscarried) and the other had bleeding and said she knew she was miscarrying (and she saw the baby today on ultrasound), that was after my miscarriage.
Both of them are fine.
And I miscarried.
I am so angry. It's just NOT fair. Why couldn't I just have a scare?? Why did I have to miscarry AGAIN? I just feel so hateful! I'm so mad, and I can't help it!
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A (& DH) mommy to...
- H.K., August 2005, 7lbs 12oz
- N.L., May 2007, 8lbs 11oz
- E.V., February 2009, 9lbs 1oz
- R.J., March 2011, 7lbs 2oz
3 angels, 06/03 (d&c 11w2d), 07/06 (5w1d), 06/10 (5w1d) ^i^
no more 'peanuts' for us...DH closed up shop! cheers to life with 4! 
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