So it has been a really long week, and an even longer weekend. I was in and out of the doctors office last week due to abnormal hcg numbers and some light vaginal bleeding. Saturday I was rushed to the ER due to massive pain in my left side. I have PCOS and endometriosis, and battled cervical/ovarian cancer, so I'm used to pain. I've also had 4 m/c before this and knew something was wrong. They did an u/s and saw my tubes were rupturing, so I went in for immediate surgery. While cleaning and fixing the tube on my left, the doctor noticed another sac in my cervix. Where it was, it never would have been viable, and would have caused more damage then just the typical ectopic..so she removed both while I was under. It was so had to accept when I came through. It was about 1am when I got out of surgery, so nothing hit until sunday afternoon. But then I was lost! Not only had I lost another child...my 5th...but also my 6th since I was carrying fraternal twins!!

Anyone else have this happen??? With everything I've been through, I can honestly say nothing prepared me for this!! Now my doctor tells me that my chances at a normal PG just dropped to close to zero. It was so low before, but now I have to battle a broken tube.

I thought after 4 m/c I would have accepted everything..but it turns out it just makes it that much harder!

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OMG!! I'm trully sorry that u have to go thru all this!!
Victoria, please be strong and take care!!...

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Samantha [31] wife to Chan [29]








Jan -Apr 08 - try naturally
May 08 - Clomid 50mg (CD2-6) + Premarin. Early spotting but
June 08 - Clomid 100mg (CD2-6) chemical pregnancy
July 08 - Clomid 100gm (CD2-6) + Chinese Medicine + Green Tea + Premarin

I am so very sorry for everything you have been through. Please be strong, and don't give up hope. I'll pray for you.

Beth

I am so sorry

That is hard to take.