Stay Away!
Good ole af is knocking at my door, do I really have to answer it again this month??? I guess an April baby wasn't in the cards, but maybe a May baby will be. My DD was born in May, so maybe I will have an advantage! Listen to me, I'm just trying to reassure myself!
I'm thinking also, if I try reverse psychology and say to myself, "I would be devastated if I got pg", it will then happen! Maybe I'm just too focused on it, and just need to throw caution to the wind. Not even pay attention to the calendar and just DTD when we want to! Seems it happens more when people aren't thinking about it right? Then again, if I was DIA/DIM, it would be right around finals for school, and that wouldn't be fun, ready to pop and have to be worrying about tests!! Maybe the Lord knows what He's doing after all, and I should just trust in that.
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