starting to go stir crazy!!

crazymama · #1 (**permalink**) 08-21-2007, 05:49 AM

Ok.. I have done great in this 2ww, I have kept my mind very busy, and haven't thought about the waiting game much at all. Well, here I am 12 dpo, I usually make 10-11 dpo. I have once made it to 12 dpo, my second cycle of B6. I have been taking B6 off and on this cycle so I am thinking that is what is keeping me going, but I'm not so sure. My temp always has a huge drop at least a day or 2 before AF (so if I was going to have an 11 day LP, my temp would drop big time either 10 or 11 dpo), today (12dpo) it dropped a little, but it was very cold in our house this morning, so I really think that was it, because I woke up freezing!

Hubby and I are going on a date night tonight (YAY!!!), I'm I'm trying to decide if I want to hit Wally world or the dollar tree... I don't want to get a BFN, but I'm started to get really excited... what do you think??

May · #2 (**permalink**) 08-21-2007, 07:23 AM

Im the wrong person to ask b/c I will alway say POAS!! lol
Or you could get a hpt and save it for the morning if your temp has still not dropped.

crazymama · #3 (**permalink**) 08-21-2007, 08:44 AM

I would definately save it till morning

I don't want to give DH any false hopes if that makes sense. So I'm not sure I want to say something to him or just wait till we do our weekly shopping this weekend if my temp is still up and still no AF. Ugg.. I just don't know.

May · #4 (**permalink**) 08-21-2007, 09:01 AM

Lol, your so funny. Im just dying to test again and kicking myself b/c this morning I was so tired I forgot.

crazymama · #5 (**permalink**) 08-21-2007, 09:24 AM

lol.. I had to control myself not to try an OPK this morning just to see if it got a line.. but then I talked myself out of it. I have heard for some women they work as hpt's and for others they don't.. so I will wait till I have a real hpt in my hand (and a few in my cupboard maybe..lol). I am still not convinced that I didn't O on day 21... which would make me 15dpo.. and makes me even more crazy... I just don't want to get excited and get let down, but at the same time I can't help it now...lol. I swear I can't wait to know I'm done having babies.. I know I will eternally miss having a baby in my house, but I will at least know that I will never have to go through all this "I'm excited/Stop it Sommer, you don't know anything yet" crap all the time..lol

Tkeys · #6 (**permalink**) 08-21-2007, 12:01 PM

Hmmm - i think your chart looks good, but the temps could go either way. If you really don't want to face a possible BFN, then wait and see what the temp does tomorrow. If it is back up, I say go for it.

Rubia25 · #7 (**permalink**) 08-21-2007, 01:03 PM

LOL, I am SO with you - ready to be done having babies! That is why we are trying to have fun with TTC this time knowing it will be our last (or will it be?? Hmmmm, hard to say cause I'm a sucker for babies. But no, it will. I'm positive.

). I hope this is it for you, can't wait to check out your chart tomorrow or hear if you tested!
Monica

crazymama · #8 (**permalink**) 08-22-2007, 05:21 AM

Well.. it's over

When I was up at my normal time (4am), I took my temp as usual and was estatic.. it was 97.88, it went back up!! I made hubby his lunch, sent him off to work and decided to go back to bed. About 7:30 I woke up with horrible horrible cramps and AF

I am crushed, I think we are losing yet another little one who didn't get a chance to snuggle in tight enough. This will be at least the 5th for us that we lost really early, the 3rd this year. Humph... on to next cycle I guess. I'm going to GNC tonight for some vitex and see if it works for us at all. I haven't even gone to my FF yet, because I don't even want to put in such a good temp with AF, it will just break my heart even more