Prayer request for Holly*Berry

kitkat5505 · #1 (**permalink**) 09-30-2005, 03:18 PM

Holly posted on the DIJ board that she is having spotting. Please keep her in your prayers.

Holly

dancincuti · #2 (**permalink**) 09-30-2005, 07:17 PM

Oh Holly!!! You are in my

!! Sticky vibes heading your way!!!! (((STICK)))

Oh..and wanted to add..Angie had spotting..and it turned out to be twins!!

(((HUGS)))

B10family · #3 (**permalink**) 09-30-2005, 08:21 PM

Prayers your way Holly!!!!

kitkat5505 · #4 (**permalink**) 09-30-2005, 08:31 PM

I just re-read it, her hpt's are also lighter now

We love you Holly! I'm still praying for you that everything is ok.

SeattleMom · #5 (**permalink**) 10-01-2005, 06:35 AM

Praying for you!

Marianne

Holly*Berry · #6 (**permalink**) 10-01-2005, 07:08 AM

Thanks for the prayers and well wishes everyone! I should have been more careful. My last m/c started with spotting at exactly the 5 week mark, with tissue passing at the 6 week mark. I thought it was earlier than that. Had I been paying attention I would have waited till I was at least passed that point before announcing it. And my HPT's are much lighter at 20 DPO than they were at 16 DPO.......some were negative. So I'm fully expecting the tissue to pass any day now.

I'm really struggling with anger right now. There are so many pg woman at church (some of them are on their 2nd pregnancy since I started TTC over 2 years ago) I'm so angry. My foster son's mother told me she thinks she is pregnant too. THis will be her 6th baby , that she WON'T be raising either. She doesn't even eat, all she does is smoke and drink coffee......and she doesn't even try to get pg. I'm furious that it's my lot to lose baby after baby and it's her lot to birth baby after baby. I'm not going to be at church for a while (I know we aren't supposed to do that) but I'm the RS secretary and the RS pres is PG.........it's too hard for me to work with her and see her and hear her talk about being pg. It's just too hard right now.

Thanks Ladies.

katiemac · #7 (**permalink**) 10-01-2005, 01:00 PM

Holly, I'm praying that this bean will stick! You really deserve to be a mommy again!

I know what you mean about avoiding places with pregnant people. I was supposed to go to a baby shower this afternoon for DH's cousin's wife (who got pg while they were planning their Temple wedding) and I called my MIL and told her I just couldn't go. She totally understands because she has been in my situation, so that helped me not feel guilty about not going. I just find it too hard to be around pg people right now. My BIL's wife is pg and thankfully not showing yet because it's just too hard right now. I try to be as happy for them as I possibly can, but it's easier to hide my feelings when I'm not around them. I don't understand why things like this happen to good people either, but I'm trying to have faith in the Lord and be patient.

If you need to talk, you can PM me.

Amy W · #8 (**permalink**) 10-01-2005, 05:27 PM

Holly! I am so sorry for what you are going through right now- I TOTALLY understand, as I am in the same situation at this very moment. I know how hard it is to see and be around other preg girls. I think I seem to notice them more now that I am in the middle of a misscarraige, than in my TTC days. My mom said to me when I told her about this misscarraoge "Amy, just think of what you have done for that little spirit- you gave it the chance to have a body, even if it was only for a short time." Remember to say your prayers- Heavenly Father is listning. e-mail me anytime if you want to talk amywattles@hotmail.com! We love you Holly!