Hi.

Can you please pray that the fear of accountabilty that i have goes so that i can admit to someone i know my addiction. I have real issue over trusting people. Also pray i get a real stirring in my spirit about getting released from my addiction. I am numb to it and i seriously need to get help over it, for the sake of my walk with Christ. I hate what i do but i get into thinking im free and then i fall. Its a very long road ahead and im going to need real physical help in defeating it.

I know all the details and have read the scriptures but i need that passion to get free from it. Also pray that i actually phone up the councellors number tomorrow. Its down to me to get the help that God has made available and totally turn from it all.

I think basically i know it but at the moment im not acting upon it. That in itself is completely wrong.

Thanks for your prayers in advance.

God bless,

Matthew

I will be praying for you Matthew, God can help you over come this stronghold.

God Bless

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Mother Ellie, Wo and Zacy

Oh Matthew God is with you he is holding your hand through all of these thoughts and concerns he knows you want to get better. You will be in my thoughts and prayers! I remember the first year I was coming down off my addiction I had alot of emotions I didn't understand even my dreams at night where tormented. It is a struggle between body, mind, & spirit. You just have to let the spirit drive! We are all here for you and when you talk to the counseler and I know you will you need to talk out your feelings not just about the addiction but what ever that addiction was covering up so that you can face it head on and know that you and God alone can defeat it.
With Luv in Christ
I am praying for you this moment and more
Rachel

The Serenity Prayer



God, grant me the Serenity

to accept the things

I cannot change.




Courage

to change the things I can

and the Wisdom

to know the difference.



I started a 12 step program in the beging and this was the prayer they gave me to say everyday. I didn't complete the class but just walking through those doors (it was at a church of all places) and telling people things I have never told anyone outside of my group of friends was huge in my progress.
Rachel

Matthew.

Crystal

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