I just need someone to talk to!
I'm having a really tough time with my family right now and I just need to get this all out.
First my name is Casey, I live with my parents, both mom and dad and I have two older sisters one 18 (Maggie) and one 19 (Molly) both with boyfriends.
This past summer my oldest sister Molly met a nice boy and they really liked each other and were always happy, and they started going out, come August my sister got pregnant and she’s expecting at the end of April and my parents didn’t really mind, more the less really happy for her and happy to become grandparents, my sister is expecting a baby boy and they plan to name him Jaxon Rayburn. Continuing on my sisters boyfriend had been in a little trouble in the past (he’s 25) and he got into some trouble and was put in jail, in September for two weeks and it was really hard on my sister but not much on our family because we hadn't known him very long. He got out and was doing good and he got sentenced on December 27th to 9 months in jail, he gets out July 25th 2007 this time it was very hard on our whole family, he had started working for my dad and was doing great, he was awesome to me, he was like the big brother I never had and my mom just really liked how great he was to my sister Molly and my whole family. It took a little time to get use to but we are doing okay now, but the sad part is he’s going to miss Valentines day, the birth of his son, his birthday, his girlfriends birthday, and there 1 year anniversary.
Moving on to my other sister, this ones going to be long. Maggie she graduated high school in May 2006 and met her boyfriend around the same time, they moved in together and were for the most part happy, my parents didn’t like him though. He’s a drug dealer and has gotten my sister in to trouble with drugs. He makes her give him money from her paycheck that she works very hard for, and he controls her oh and fools around behind her back. He hates my parents, and my older sister; he has threatened to kill her. So yes my whole family hates him. My family cry’s almost every night over my sister and pray that she’ll make the right decisions. In October 2006 my Aunt that lives in the Virgin islands come up to visit and my parents had told her about what was going on with my sister Maggie, my parents and my Aunt had came to the decision that my sister could move down there with her, have a place to stay and a job the minute she got there from my Aunt. My sister liked the idea (who wouldn’t?!) at first but she couldn’t leave her boyfriend, they weren’t going to tell him she was leaving. They had even went and bought her passport then she got really iffy about it and didn’t want to leave him (who the hell knows why!). Anyways the other day my sister told my parents she was bringing some of her stuff home, they her and her boyfriend are going to “take a break” she was going to break up with him but he got very mad so they decided to do the break thing, my whole family was SOO happy my sister had finally took a step in the right direction. Well last night my sister and I were talking and she told me why her and her boyfriend had been fighting lately and why she’s here. Yes she’s pregnant. She doesn’t know what to do, she was on birth control and it didn’t work. Her boyfriend tried making her have an abortion they made two appointments went to both and once she was in the parking lot my sister couldn’t do it, they yelled at each other for an hour the first time and 35 minutes the second time, he was trying to make her have an abortion but she didn’t want to do that. He also told her if she had this child he would leave her. (By the way he already has one child) She’s about 9 weeks right now. She hasn’t told my parents yet and she has no clue how she’s going to, the last thing my parents want is to have a grandchild by her boyfriend. Now my sister is “staying the night with one of her friends” were about 90% sure its him, my parents are sick of it and her stuff is sitting in our front yard right now. I told my older sister that Maggie was pregnant my parents don’t know yet. My older sister is going to talk to her and tell her to stay on birth control and try to have a M/C.
And me, I guess I’m just the child who tries to be the best she can and make her parents proud. It’s so hard for me because I feel as if I have to be perfect because I now one teenage sister who’s pregnant and her boyfriends in jail and another teenage sister who’s pregnant and her boyfriend is a horrible man.
Thank you for taking the time to read this, I know it got very long. And if you could please say and pray hoping for the best for my family right now. Thank you so much.
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