I just found out 2 weeks ago that both my parents passed away.
its a long story, we were not talking for the last 4 yrs.

My mom disowned me. so did everyone else, because her word was law.
My dad, felt he had no choice but to listen to her.

No one even told me they died.
My sister buried them, didn't tell me.

I found out by 'accident', by someone who thought I knew.
it just happenes that I saw my sisters the week before.
They stood in front of me, made snide comments.
asked for $$, but never said my parents were dead.

so how do I heal ?
when will this pain stop ?

I was doing good.
today I can't stop crying.

all the whys and what ifs don't stop ......

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my sweet Love...it will take time and the love of Jesus can heal anything.
i can't imagine what you are going through. I am here for you anytime.
jordancharm@aol.com
I will pray with you anytime.
I will find the scriptures that state that Jesus is your "adoptive" parent when you don't have your own. He takes us inand loves us and becomes the Father we need. It is beautiful.
As for the tears...cry all you need to Honey, it is nothing to be ashamed of. You should grieve.
I love you with the love of the Lord.
Please Email me...I am praying for you.

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Noah Samuel

Thank you for your PM.
I sent you an email.

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did you? im so sorry i didn't get it...grrr....im such a doofus...tell me, How are you?

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Noah Samuel