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ok here is my story Im going to try to keep it as short as I can.. I am 18, still tryn to finish school with 9month old twins. I found out I was pregnant with twins a few weeks before Hurricane Rita.. I tore up my house.. so I moved in with my BF and his grandma.. my mom and brother stayed in a FEMA hotel.. my mom was in AA and NA, for 12 years.. I dont remember when she was using.. well she relasped.. we tried everything to help her.. shes been to jail a few times i bail her out WITH 1700 dollars that Ill never get back!.. and it wasnt enought she AND my brother (17) went back to crack, stole over 800 dollars between me and my bf.. I kicked them out 2 days before thanksgiving.. we went out of town to my BF grandmas NEW house..while we were gone my mom stole my BF work truck.. well we got it back about a week later .. we didnt press charges( i dont know why) well thats just the background.. I stay home with the twins ALL day.. we dont have any aid w/day care yet, .. When I first told marcus I was pregnante he wanted me to get an abortion.. I said I couldnt... so he said ok and he would support me.. well there were the good and bad times.. he was not tryn to help me cope with my mom AT all .. he was acutly tryn to make me feel worst.. when he gets mad he would push me .. or hold me down, anything to hurt me without sayn he "punched" me... he doesnt help me with the kids.. I have an oppertunitie to go work down the street at a catering/shop.. marcus goes to work at 4 the shop closes at 3 and on the weekends the pay 10$ an hour.. and marcus is off weekend.. it would be enought to pay for bills but it would give me some money and for thing I want to buy for the babies, and general things I need.. of course he said no I cant do that.. and I am homebound.. I only have to go to school wen and fri 8-10 .. till I get day care help.. and before I got in to that program he was tryn to tell me to get my GED, to quit school. this is the last of it I promise.. I went to get an application at a tech school close by.. and it would be 2years and I would start off maken about $40 hourly.. (ultra-sound tech) and marcus doesnt even know for sure what he wants to do.. but with his hours at work he cant go to school right now.. he didnt even apply when we didnt have kids in his senior year..and I thought we agreed that I would go to school first and once I was out that I would pay the bills so he could go to schooll... but now he doesnt want me to go.. is it me or does it seem like he wants to keep me down?? the only places I could go is my bestfriends -but here sister and two kids just moved back in.. so they dont have anyroom.. my grammys -1000 miles away in FL.. I havent talked to my mom since sees been gone.. and she will be in jail for along time once they find her.plus she isnt the same mom I had. BUt my moms ex-boy friend of 12years is kinda like my step-dad we call each other to see anything on my mom.. and he has a daughter (doing the same stuff-drugs but she has moved out) and he has a second room.. and I wrote my grammy askn if I could say with her and put in there I dont want to have to ask her but I dont know anyone else other than her and homer (stepdad type) and I havent asked him.. (my really dad has a family of his own and cant even spell my name right) so if someone could pray for the best and any advice would be great..
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Hi, My name is Jesica I am a proud teen mommy of twins! Autumn and Austin are now 9 months old (born Feb 17, 2006). I just want to talk to other moms, and meet some friends.
my kids have a website;
http://www.babiesonline.com/members/...=t/twins_trubo
the password is 021706
 
 -this would be me
 this would be autumn and austin hah
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