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Oh girls, I am just a hot mess! Thank you for the thoughts/feedback. I can't tell you how much just some sort of interaction with an outside source calms me during the hectic tww. Today I am 9 dpo. And pretty much loosing my mind!

I am still spotting, not crazy flow, but enough to make me anxiety ridden. Honestly from all the research I've done it sounds/looks like decidual bleeding as there are sparse teeeeny dots that are tissue-like. No clots. I'm not crampy but still have pokes and prods randomly. Also my abs/sides feel like I've been doing sit ups? And believe me I havent! lol
So since it's still early, (and you all know I've peed on a few sticks already lol) and all bfn's... I'm going to wait it out, and see what the next day or two bring. I think it would be too early even for a beta at this point? I hate that all of this is going on when I'm at work (I have not told a soul, other than you girls that I'm ttc again) and on Easter weekend no less. So we have to put on smiley faces for BOTH families.
Plus, no wine.

Enough of my blubbering. What about you girls? How is everyone feeling?

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Dani (Me 30) Jackie (Wifey 31)

Newbies :
8-10 attempts so far
frozen, all at home = bfn

"I want it NOW".