I'm 13 dpo and it was a as you can tell. It was great being here I really was hoping to have an April baby... but I guess it wasn't suppose to be. If in the off chance something changes... and stays away I will test again on Monday and let you know but I hightly doubt it. This place has been great I have been able to vent a lot of frustration that has been pent up in me for about a year now. I feel sad so many women are in my shoes b/c I know how much it sucks to want something so badly and not be able to get it. I read a post in Due in March and she was barely a minute pregnant and already complaing and wanted to be reminded why she was doing this again. Seems like some unfair balance between those who want to get pregnant and those who can so easily but don't really want to be... My heart is breaking right now...

I hope everyone here gets there s. You can always send me an email or private message if you want to keep in touch. I probably won't be posting a lot or at all for another year. It's too hard.

Shawna

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1/2/08 - 2nd Beta - 7,000 P4 - 55

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It's due tomorrow...

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1/2/08 - 2nd Beta - 7,000 P4 - 55

Hey Shawna, you know my heart goes out to you. If you happen to lurk around the boards, be sure to drop by.

I'll most likely be playing around on here even though I won't be ttc for a while.

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Im so sorry about the BFN i was really hoping this would be it for you. Well miss you while your away but please try and stop buy every now and then and let us know how you are doing. Take care of your self Hugs

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