As my cycle is coming to a close, I get both excited and scared all at the same time. I used to POAS like crazy and get sad looking at those 's. This cycle I have wanted to wait it out. I would rather live in a delusional world thing I am pregnant rather than POAS and know I am out.

My temp took a nice jump this morning, but it has done that in the past so I don't know what to think. I have been crampy since Friday and I don't know if that is AF coming or something different. I guess it is all about obsessing about the symptoms. Are they pregnancy ones or ones that are indicating AF is just around the corner?

FF has my test date for Thursday but I expect to see AF sometime on Wednesday.

I'm not sure if I am asking for advice on when to test or just getting out my feelings at the moment.

Thanks for reading and good luck to all this cycle!!

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Well, you know what I would do!

I understand waiting though. Who wants to have their hopes dashed?

I hope this is it for you sooo much. Your temps really are looking beautiful.

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Mary Beth - 31
DH - 30
Baby Kian - 3/24/07
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Temps are looking good Amy....we will wait here with you!! Hope AF stays away!!!! Good Luck!!!

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Oh Amy I feel like holding your hand or giving you a hug.
Obsessing can get to you some times and it's a hard parth to go on. And the worst part is no one can do anything help make the days don't go faster or make another line appears on that test!
It's all God's will, and we've just go to go with the flow.
Hang in there sweety, you'll make it!

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I know you've had picture perfect charts before where we were all shocked you weren't pregnant. I'm praying so much this isn't the case and you'll be posting a beautiful this week. I can't wait!!!

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April 2008 - bring on that anniversary magic!!!!
I want to be an "expecting" mom on Mother's Day 2008!!
on Mother's Day - 05/11/08
March 2008 - BFN
February 2008 - BFN
January 2008 - End BCP

You have amazing will power. I would have POAS already!

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TTC 8+ years with 13 cycles of IUI
November 2007 Clomid + Ovidrel
1/9/08 D&C for missed miscarriage

May 2008 Follistim+ Ovidrel
6/3- Chemical Pregnancy
August 2008- Follistim+Ovidrel+ Prometrium=
8/28- Chemical Pregnancy-
October 2008-Follistim+Ovidrel+Prometrium+Baby Asprin- Let this be the perfect combo!
My desire to have a baby is greater than my fear of having another miscarriage.

Hey Amy....I am in the same boat as you! I have not tested yet because I am too scared and I would also rather just keep thinking I am preg. I have also felt a little crampy the past 3 nights. But no so far! I am supposed to test on Wed if does not show her face first! I am for the both of us! Hang in there.....I think this is our month!

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Married DH 9-23-06
TTC since 10-06
1st round of Injectables (Menopur) 3-08
1st IUI on 3-30-08
AF on 4-13-08
2nd round of Injectables (Menopur) 5-08
2nd IUI on 5-19-08 & 5-20-08
AF on 6-2-08
3rd round of Injectables (Menopur) 6-08
3rd IUI on 7-4-08 & 7-5-08

AF on 7-18-08

Thanks girls. You are all the best. I couldn't live sane without you all.

I really do feel like I need a hug. Some how I just got super emotional and that isn't like me. I'm half in tears right now and I am scared of those HPT's in my bathroom. That has never been the case for me. Normally I am running in there at 9DPO till AF. I think Katrina's keep the faith motto is rubbing off on me. LOL.

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