I haven't been around a ton this past week at least not as much as I have in the past and I probably won't be around much next week either.

Over the past week its like something weird has come over me. This whole TTC thing just seems surreal... like its not happening to me but it is. Like I'm this prisoner to my body and my whole life consists of living 2 weeks at a time.

Anyway. I just haven't been into it this past month even with the HSG I just knew it wasn't going to work out for us. Maybe once we get our s/a that will change.

Just needed to babble. I'm done now.

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Oven Seeking Bun: Wombmate(s) Wanted For Next 9 Months

TTC#1 since Feb. 07 w/ PCOS, Endometriosis and MFI
Feb 07 - May 08 - TTC Naturally. BFN
June 2008 - DX PCOS. 1000mg Metformin. BFN.
July 2008 - 100mg Clomid. 1000mg Metformin. BFN
August 2008 - IUI#1 - 100mg Clomid

I can sympathize with you. I hope you are feeling less blue real soon.

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TTC 8+ years with 13 cycles of IUI
November 2007 Clomid + Ovidrel
1/9/08 D&C for missed miscarriage

May 2008 Follistim+ Ovidrel
6/3- Chemical Pregnancy
August 2008- Follistim+Ovidrel+ Prometrium=
8/28- Chemical Pregnancy-

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Michelle (25) and Brad (28)

HOST OF TTC 2+ YEARS
HOST OF Alternative/Herbal/Non-Traditional

Thanks. I don't really feel blue. I guess I don't really feel anything about AF showing. I'm just ready to stop thinking about TTC, getting pregnant, opk's, hpt's, af, ovaries, ovulating etc etc until my brain explodes. Note I said stop thinking, not stop trying. But I'm ready for something else to take center stage in my life. And part of that means letting it bounce off me. AF showed up.... oh well, moving on. Thanks.

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Oven Seeking Bun: Wombmate(s) Wanted For Next 9 Months

TTC#1 since Feb. 07 w/ PCOS, Endometriosis and MFI
Feb 07 - May 08 - TTC Naturally. BFN
June 2008 - DX PCOS. 1000mg Metformin. BFN.
July 2008 - 100mg Clomid. 1000mg Metformin. BFN
August 2008 - IUI#1 - 100mg Clomid

I haven't been around as much either...I'm trying to keep busy, and not focus on all this ttc stuff. So far it has worked, and I have felt so much better this cycle. Sometimes it's good to step away for a little while!!

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Kimberly 37yrs and Jim 37yrs


My four wonderful children:
Madeline Paige born on July 30th, 2007 8#5.1oz, 20 1/2 inches
Sophie 6 years
Aaron 13 years
Kaitlyn 15 years

I know how you feel. Sometimes you just get numb to it all. Hang in there!

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Thanks. I got my cd3 bw done and like a dork I watched the needle go into my arm. I've never done that before and will never do that again. I don't have a problem with needles unless I see them go into it. Once they are in I'm fine. So anyway they had to ask me if I was okay. And I made the appointment for next monday for cd10 bloodwork since the lab was closed for a family day. So we're all set.

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Oven Seeking Bun: Wombmate(s) Wanted For Next 9 Months

TTC#1 since Feb. 07 w/ PCOS, Endometriosis and MFI
Feb 07 - May 08 - TTC Naturally. BFN
June 2008 - DX PCOS. 1000mg Metformin. BFN.
July 2008 - 100mg Clomid. 1000mg Metformin. BFN
August 2008 - IUI#1 - 100mg Clomid

Good luck and I hope this brings you your BFP!!!!!!!!!! That'll make all the pokes with a needle worth it!!!

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I hope everything works out for you Kerri. Waiting for answers really stinks, but in the end, it will lead to your BFP! I just know it. =)

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