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This is a discussion on Um Kerry!!!! within the TTC - Preparing to TTC forums, part of the Trying to Conceive - People Like You category; Please come out for an update.
You're killing me
Kerry's chart...
Beansie's EDD: May 12 (arrived May 10)
Lucky Clover's EDD: July 2 (arrived July 3)
Little Boo's EDD: January 25 (arrived January 31)
Heartrate @ 8w3d 174
Yeah, I've been watching it, too. I know you try to pay no attention to things like that because the disappointment sucks. If it makes you feel better to avoid excitement, then decide O day is CD 22 so you contain the excitement and then you still are a bit away from being "late." Sounds like a silly game, but it sometimes works for me! Of course, other times. . . . . that is impossible to do, huh? I know the next few days are always very telling for your cys! Hope the move is going well and it is keeping you distracted.
Kerry this is AWESOME!! By this time last cycle your temp had plunged and AF was full force!! Your temp is still way up there though!! Any signs of AF?? Spotting/cramps/etc? Have you POAS yet?
Aww wow I feel so loved on these boards. Now I'm getting all emotional... seriously have tears in my eyes here. You guys rock so much. Our cable was supposed to get hooked up on Friday but the cable company forgot to actually schedule someone to come out. But we are hooked up now.
I'm seriously scared to temp tomorrow... I thought I would be jumping for joy with a chart like that but I'm just waiting for the temps to plummet... especially since the O date could be different. Is it weird I'm scared to test? I have one last FRER hidden away in the bathroom but I am hesitant/scared to take it.
I've done a little soul searching the last few days... being away has helped clear my head a little... our bfp will come when the time is right... and if it never comes then it was not meant to be... I mean there is a reason for everything and most of the time that reason is unknown to us... and we can't control it. Hopefully this new attitude will stay with me when the going gets tough. Anyway, if I test tomorrow and its negative I can still say I'd be disappointed... I mean, I really want to see 2 lines but I also wouldn't be devistated by it. One way or another I will be glad when this weird, crazy, stressed out of my mind cycle ends.
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TTC#1 w/ PCOS, Insulin Resistance and MFI
February 2007 - TTC#1
June 2008 - DX PCOS. 1000mg Metformin. BFN.
July 2008 - 100mg Clomid. 1000mg Metformin.
July 9, 2008 - DX MFI - 79.9 mil/mL 14% moving forward; 1% moving rapidly
July 18, 2008 - Repeat S/A; 7.9 mil/mL 30% moving forward; 19% moving rapidly
August 8, 2008 - Lap Surgery
September or October 2008 - IUI #1 My Infertility Blog
It is a good attitude. Just remember that you can't control timing, and I agree, if it is meant to happen, you'll find your path to that . No one ever said the road would be easy for all of us - look what a tough road it has been for so many of us on this board. Perhaps you have something to learn on this journey that will make you a better parent! I don't know - I just try to come up with reasons "why" when things don't make sense.
Um Kerry!!!!
iPregnant
silly ticker you should say "weight gained" not "weight loss" 
totally understand your abstance
. No one ever said the road would be easy for all of us - look what a tough road it has been for so many of us on this board. Perhaps you have something to learn on this journey that will make you a better parent! I don't know - I just try to come up with reasons "why" when things don't make sense.
That sucks!! I am so sorry...I really thought you had it this time!
I thought it was looking great for you.
