can I come back?

icanonlyimagine · #1 (**permalink**) 01-08-2007, 02:45 PM

I know I posted an update a little while ago, but I didnt feel much love, so I'm not sure if you guys want me back or not. I left because I was being selfish and wanted another baby so bad, and got tired of seeing all the graduates. I apologize for my abrupt departure and hope I can come back. we are moving next week which is bitter sweet. Good news is that life is finally starting to get good. we will be on the road to good things. of course our TTC situation wont change but I dont think it ever will. we will always be "not trying, but not preventing" but at least if a bfp did happen to come my way we would be able to look at it as a blessing instead of a heart ache. I want it so bad, but I know that it can only happen in God's timing so I have definatly learned a lot a patience in my MIAness. but now that I am ready to be a good girl and not a sore loser when it comes to everyone else getting pg but me I think I am ready to come back.... can I play?

May · #2 (**permalink**) 01-08-2007, 03:49 PM

Hi, I have not been on the very board long... but welcome back anyway!

BumbleBee · #3 (**permalink**) 01-08-2007, 04:11 PM

I know all about being the sore loser, well I guess not loser but ya know what I mean. Welcome back, help the rest of us stay sane.

MissyAnne · #4 (**permalink**) 01-08-2007, 07:19 PM

You are always welcome back!

I can sympathize about wanting to get away especially when your heart yearns for something so bad and nothing is coming of it. But I'd rather you take the time away and collect your thoughts and worry about your own life than end up sat here blowing up at someone (God forbid it ever come to that) for them getting a

.

You know where to find me, should you ever need anything? I'm always willing to talk! If you want, you could always e-mail me too....I check my personal e-mail while I'm at work just in case if something needs my immediate attention!

I'm super glad you're back though, I've missed you! xx

heavensabove · #5 (**permalink**) 01-08-2007, 07:48 PM

Of course you can. I totally understand why you took a break-BTDT while TTC Isaac. I wish you the best and hope the journey isn't too long for you.

icanonlyimagine · #6 (**permalink**) 01-08-2007, 09:33 PM

aw thanks... I know it sounds really childish and you'd think with being here so long and dealing with so much drama I'd be over it, but its still nice to know that I was missed. its good to be back I took a much needed break only to find out that it is possible to live without SK. I am so glad to be back though!

AFLGirlatHeart · #7 (**permalink**) 01-09-2007, 05:20 AM

Welcome back!

hope2bemommy · #8 (**permalink**) 01-09-2007, 06:05 AM

Welcome back!! I think we can all relate to how you were feeling. It happens to everyone after TTC for a long time. Glad you're back

razz116 · #9 (**permalink**) 01-09-2007, 07:19 AM

Welcome back! I haven't been on very long, either, but I look forward to getting to know you!

gadzooks_angel2383 · #10 (**permalink**) 01-10-2007, 05:44 PM

I'm new here.. But, when ttc my son it took 2 years and 3 pregnancy losses. It was hard watching new members join then quickly graduate to pregnancy. It's hard not to feel resentful sometimes. God works in mysterious ways... I hope that in time you'll be blessed with a pleasant suprise.