Update please.

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Where did I come from?" the baby asked its mother. She answered, half-crying, half-laughing, and clasping the baby to her breast: "You were hidden in my heart as its desire, my darling. You were in the dolls of all my childhood games. In all my hopes and my loves, in my life, in the life of my mother, and in her mother before her, you have lived."
--Rabindranath Tagore

Hi Jacqueline.

How are you? My update - well I am all set for IVF and was supposed to start my BCP's on my next period(which was on Christmas Day as expected). However I cancelled the IVF for this month. I lost my $600.00 non refundable fee. I still plan for IVF but Feb or March would be better. It is for work reasons. Huge changes happening and a big announcement on January 23rd(which would have been my ER or ET right about that time). This could either mean lay offs or raises or nothing much.......but I felt the timing was really bad and I would have been worried or stressed and let's face it I need my income.
So, that is where things stand. Another thing that added to my decision was the fact the my RE basically snapped at me and got very angry with me at our last appointment(to sign consents) because I wanted assisted hatching and ICSI(I am paying for a service). He was furious with me. It made me cry, left me feeling very upset and unsettled and stressed.......it was very inappropriate. So hence I made my decision to wait.
Thanks for asking.
Tina

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My Chart below:
http://www2.fertilityfriend.com/home/771d6 The Optimist

Well it sounds like you made the right decision about waiting in regards to the work news upcoming. I hope it all works out in your favor. I'm quite upset for you about the RE behavior though. As this isn't stressful enough. Are you ending up getting what you want??

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Where did I come from?" the baby asked its mother. She answered, half-crying, half-laughing, and clasping the baby to her breast: "You were hidden in my heart as its desire, my darling. You were in the dolls of all my childhood games. In all my hopes and my loves, in my life, in the life of my mother, and in her mother before her, you have lived."
--Rabindranath Tagore

Tina,

That is weird about the ICSi and your RE.
I see you are in Ontario, as are we.
Do you mind telling me where you were going?

thanks and best of luck in feb or march for your ivf

Missy

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Melissa mama to "Miracle Twins" Christian Chance & Lleyton Noble 10/2003 Zoe Honor 14yrs Dylan 16yrs

7 much loved and wanted Embabies FET set for ??
Praying for our LAST CYCLE USING MY EGGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tina, I think you're wise to wait. I'm so sorry that your RE treated you so rudely. How unprofessional! Best of luck when you try again.

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Lynne

Wife to Ron (24 years)
Mom to 12 beautiful children here on earth and 5 precious babies awaiting our reunion in heaven.
mc #1 ~ 2-1-94 @ 10 weeks
mc #2 ~ 5-13-94 @12 weeks
mc #3 ~ 5-13-99 @ 8 weeks
mc #4 ~ 3-24-01 @ 10 1/2 weeks (identical twins)
Justin 11-14-84
Jason 2-17-88
Elizabeth 11-17-91
Daniel 12-16-92
Josiah 8-5-95
Isaiah 5-7-97
Hannah 10-10-98
Sarah (twin) 9-23-00 (40 wks 1 day) 7 lbs. 3 ozs.
Elijah (twin) 9-23-00 7 lbs.5 ozs.
Jeremiah 3-18-02
Abigail 7-13-03
Isabella 2-5-06

Before you were conceived I wanted you, before you were born I loved you, and before you were 1 minute old I would have died for you.

Tina, I am so sorry your RE treated you like that. What a putz! You are somebody else I remember well from lurking on the TTC boards and you are always so sweet and supportive. I know you will make a wonderful mommy!

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you certainly know how I feel about you and your journey!
2007 will bring you your dream Tina.......I just know it!

{{{ Hugs }}} Barb

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may someone love you enough to forgive your faults,
be blind to your blemishes, and tell the world about
your virtues. And may we live in a world at peace
and with the awareness of God's love in every
sunset, every flower's petals, every lover's kiss
and every wonderful, astonishing miraculous beat
of our Heart.

Oh my, how unprofessional of your RE I am so sorry he was so awful to you....as if TTC isn't stressful enough....idiot! Are there other RE's in the clinic you can switch to? Sorry about the job stress too, hopefully the announcement on the 23rd does not impact you negatively.

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Pauline, loved Mommy to a precious 4 year old
November 2006
TTC #2